heart's note

selepas 11 minggu

2011-08-28T13:23:00.003+08:00

akhirnya. boleh jalan jalan tanpa risau di ambush oleh jabatan agama islam. hehe

cop. apsal saya putih dari bb ni? confusing sungguh.

p/s: sekarang berada di kuantan. tahun pertama beraya sebagai isteri dan dapat raya kampung sendiri dulu. wuuuuuu nikmat! hehe

selepas 10 minggu

2011-08-23T11:26:00.004+08:00

hari hari terkahir sebelum muncul hari raya.
so macam mana dengan puasa korang?

saya seronok berpuasa tahun ni. lain dari lain.
sebenarnya entry ni nak buat pendek je.
dan tiada gambar juga ok.

ya orang orang kampung!! ini ada suatu pemberitahuan!!!

suami saya pandai masak!!!!!!!!!
tepuk tangan untuk suami saya!!!

sepanjang bulan puasa ni ada la beberapa kali suami saya masak untuk bersahur. ye suami saya rajin kan?

antara juadah yg suami saya masak adalah ayam masak merah, nasi goreng ciptaan sendiri, dan popia otak otak.

tepuk tangan!!!!!

ok gambar ini hanyalah hiasan.
itu suami saya dan disebelahnya itu isteri dia

selepas sembilan minggu (nak masuk 10 minggu :p)

2011-08-17T08:42:00.005+08:00

salam ramadhan rakan rakan.
macam mana dah separuh ramadhan?
cepat kan masa berlalu?

pengalaman pertama berpuasa sbg isteri dan sudah semestinya bertanggungjawab utk melayan suami mengajar saya banyak perkara.

saya dah mula MEMASAK!!! weeeee.
(kalau fikah ni sure terkejut kalau tau sy memasak :p)

untuk mula mula masak simple simple je la kan.
tapi saya takde pulak nak amek gambar apa yg saya masak. malu lah.
amatur punya food presentation tau tau je la.

tapi perasaan bila suami cakap, "thanks b for the food" adalah surreal!!!!!
tak sangka saya dah boleh diharap (selama ni dok berharap kt orang lain je :p)

meh saya share sikit aktiviti harian saya sepanjang bulan ramadhan ni :D

4.30 pagi: bangun dan masak sahur (dah siap siap fikir nak masak apa untuk sahur sebelum tidur lagi)

5.10 pagi: kejut suami dan makan sahur

5.45 pagi: kemas kemas dapur, mandi, solat, dan siap siap untuk ke pejabat.

6.45 pagi: naik komuter ke kl

7.45 pagi: sampai office

4.30 petang: pecut balik

6.00 petang: kalau sempat saya akan masak untuk berbuka, tapi most of the time adalah tak sempat sebab KTM lembab kadang kadang sampai rumah pukul 7, so saya dan suami memilih juadah di bazar sahaja. :D

7.30 malam: azan!!! jom berbuka!!!

8.00 malam: mandi, solat maghrib, mengaji, solat isyak, solat terawih (saya belum berkesempatan untuk jemaah di masjid. jemaah di rumah berimamkan suami sahaja)

10.00 malam: goreng kudap kudap atau makan dessert yg di beli di bazar tadi dan makan sambil lepak tengok tv dalam bilik. (masa ni lah suami agak meminta2 :p. nak buah la, nak air oren la, nak teh o ais la, nak cereal la. hehe. tapi saya seronok :D)

12.00 malam: baca doa tidur ye rakan rakan.

takde la beza mana nak banding dengan bukan bulan puasa, tp yg lain nya adalah sy berpeluang untuk memasak di bulan ramadhan ni since MIL ke mekah menunaikan umrah sampai raya, so kena la pandai pandai nak makan sendiri kan.
kalau MIL ada, fuuuhhhhhh makan!! terbaek!!!! (thanks ma! :D)
walau macam mana pun, mana boleh ada orang lawan mak sendiri masak kan? ibu!! next week along balik!! masak sesedap yeee!!

"bb abe ni pandai laaa" - suamiku, Ramadhan 2011

selepas lapan minggu

2011-08-02T11:25:00.003+08:00

hi salam ramadhan rakan rakan!!!!
macam mana setakat dua hari puasa ni? boleh survive lagi ke?

tahun ni adalah tahun paling bermakna sebab this is my first Ramadhan as a wife!!!!
tapi cerita Ramadhan bersama suami kita simpan untuk entry nanti nanti ye.

beberapa hari sebelum Ramadhan, saya dan bb pergi la shopping sikit sikit barang untuk sambut Ramadhan ni.

shopping bersama bb memerlukan kesabaran yang tinggi (phewwww)
sebab bb adalah orang yg sangat teliti. setiap barang yg nak beli, kena tanya dulu "do we need this?", "halal atau semi-halal (ni yg halal tp x dpt halal dari JAKIM- ala mcm Babrican tuuu), dan macam macam persoalan yg akan diutarakan.

tapi shopping dengan suami syok! sebab tak payah keluar duit!! muahahaha.
yela. tanggungjawab suami kan? kan? nafkah tuuuuu.

sebab tu la sampai sekarang saya tak beli lagi iron baju (ye saya tak dapat langsung iron baju untuk hadiah perkahwinan seperti yang diharap-harapkan.)
sebab setiap kali jumpa iron yg ok, masa tu sure tgh window shopping sengsorang ke dengan si semut ke. so hold dulu. kena tunggu bb ada jugak. weeeeeee

ha. nak beli kicap pun, dia dok tenung rak kicap tu sampai 5 minit.

"guna bakul je. kalau trolley nanti ji amek banyak barang" - pffftttttt

ha tu dok risau la tu berapa lagi habis shopping kat giant tu :p

p/s: kitaorang dah decide tahun ni beraya kampung mana dulu.
korang dah? (eh korang tak kawen lagi kan? so jgn dok gegatal balik kampung boifren/gilfren ye. gi balik jenguk mak abah kt kampung tu.nanti dah kawen mula la rindu rindu kampung halaman. eh aku dah kenapa emo?)

selepas tujuh minggu

2011-07-25T13:55:00.004+08:00

baru la berpeluang untuk pulang ke kampung halaman.
istimewa kali ini kerana saya pulang bersama suami.
weeeeeeeee
kan seronok kalau dapat pulang membawa berita gembira.
berita si kecil.
ahh persetankan!
belum rezeki kan??

rasa tak cukup 2 hari di kuantan.
dah rindu semua orang.
gambar? tak banyak yang dirakamkan.
so tak payah la eh.

yang pasti satu perkara yang telah berubah adalah,
saya dah tak boleh tidur dalam kereta masa trip!!!!
ye laaaa. sekarang dah kena teman suami memandu.
kena la duduk membebel kat telinga dia.

"eh b signal mana?"
"eh b laju nya!! dah lama hidup? anak pun takde lagi!!"
"eh b, slow nya bawak. makan angin ek?"

ye itulah isteri.
:D

selepas enam minggu (part 2)

2011-07-21T09:19:00.004+08:00

semua married couple mesti nak ada cahaya mata sendiri kan?
zuriat dari darah daging sendiri.
same goes to us.
dulu sebelum kawen, saya dah buat deal dgn bb untuk tak nak ada anak awal awal. at least not within our first two years.
tapi bila dah kawen, dan tengok baby orang, perasaan nak ada anak sendiri tu membuak buak. like seriously.
saya dah mula survey buku buku yg bagus untuk growing a kid. buku bagus untuk ibu mengandung.
lepas tu dah buat research kat internet tentang stage of pregnancy. what to expect semua tu la.

and yesterday we went to watsons.

apa yg bb kusyuk compare kan tu? ya itu adalah home pregnancy test. saya ada buat research jugak pasal home pregnancy test ni dan we decided to buy one.
bb excited ok dok compare kan benda tu. "nak cari mana lagi bagus. yang 99% accurate" itu kata bb. :p

and we bought this. Watsons one step pregnancy test. this cost us (read bb) RM12. not bad la kan?
ok tak sabar nak guna tak sabar nak guna!!! ok kena sabar. sbb dari apa yg saya baca, masa yg paling baik untuk gunakan ini adalah ketika bangun pagi. our first pee in the morning contain a lot of apa eh menatang tu HPG ke apa ntah yg bawak info pasal pregnancy la.

ya saya baca satu satu instruction dia ok.
kalau result positif (pregnant), kaler dia akan jadi 2 jalur. kalau negatif ada satu jalur je.
ala macam kat bawah ni. (source:google)

dan pagi pagi tadi, terus kejut bb sebab saya nak buat test ni (eh dah kenapa nak kejut bb pulak kan? masuk toilet sorang sorang je? of course la. suami pun kena tumpang excited jugak).
ok berdebar gila. result akan dapat lepas 1 minit.

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negatif.

saya sedih. bb pun sedih. mungkin belum rezeki.

kalau saya tak period lagi hari ni, esok pagi saya nak cuba lagi.

doakan ye.

selepas enam minggu

2011-07-20T09:46:00.004+08:00

bb kerja kat cyberjaya
saya pulak dekat kuala lumpur
dan kami tinggal di shah alam
sangat out of the way kan?

kadang kadang saya melawat bb di cyberjaya (bb je tak pernah melawat saya di kuala lumpur)
tapi melawat lepas office hour la. (i mean normal office hour 830am-530pm).
bb punya office flexi hour.
saya suka melawat bb sebab dapat naik ERL
ERL laju. kl sentral - putrajaya/cyberjaya less than 20 minutes.
kalau kl sentral - shah alam adalah 50 minit ye rakan rakan dan itu lah yg saya alami hari hari.
dan suasana dalam ERL tu best!

syok kan? :D

ok sila abaikan ini

last week saya datang lagi ke office bb untuk teman bb conference meeting. selalu nya bb meeting dari rumah je. tapi ada problem kalau meeting kat rumah, so kena la meeting dari office.
pelik kan meeting malam-malam?
kena deal dengan US la israel la india la. tu kena ikut masa diaorang.

dan bila boring dan tak faham apa yg dibualkan dalam net meeting itu, ini la yang terjadi.

oh yang 2 dari 3 cawan nescaffe itu mengandungi air la dan satu lagi tu penuh dengan creamer. ye saya suka meratah creamer. sedap wooooooooo.

p/s: minggu ni saya dan bb akan pulang ke kuantan!!!! yeah!! dah lama tak balik kuantan rasanya. ececece. walhal baru kawen tak sampai 2 bulan dan rindu rindu rumah. eh ibu yg rindu i tau. (walhal muka ni la yg dok telepon ibu hari hari.)

welcome to our room!

2011-07-11T10:47:00.001+08:00

LG 32' LED tv!
bb and i love u!

selepas lima minggu

2011-07-11T08:28:00.002+08:00

sebelum dan selepas berkahwin.
i was wrong.
do you think things will run smoothly? no way!
saya sudah mula merasakan dugaan dan cabaran alam rumahtangga.
perselisihan faham antara suami isteri? sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit. apatah lagi suami isteri.
itu belum lagi dugaan dari pihak ketiga keempat kelima dan seterusnya.
Ya Tuhan, bukan ini yang aku bayangkan.
Tapi Alhamdulillah, saya punya suami yang cukup bertoleransi.
suami yang cukup memahami.
suami yang cukup sabar.

"it's ok b. will figure out everything together."
"i'm gonna stay by your side. don't worry"
"kita doa sama sama semoga Tuhan tunjuk jalan ye"

God knows how much i love u, husband.
Thanks b.

saya tak sihat, jadi tadi saya jumpa doktor....

2011-07-08T14:44:00.006+08:00

doc: did you just get married?

me: yup. it's one month now.

doc: do you want to go for pregnancy test? i'm free to do it now.

me: (dup dap dup dap). maybe next time doc. i just had my period. so i don't think i'm pregnant.

doc:when's the last time you had your period?

me:hurm..about couple weeks ago.

doc: oh. but there's still a possibility. are you sure you don't wanna go for the test?

me: 100% SURE DOC!

sebenarnya takutt okayyyyyy. berdebar.
for me, if i want to go for 'that' test, i want my husband to be there, beside me. listen to the result together.

well, rakan rakan dan keluarga, u guys have to wait!!!!
no baby in my bum bum.

selepas empat minggu

2011-07-08T14:24:00.003+08:00

amboi amboi korang ni. lambat sikit update 'selepas 4 minggu' terus komplen dalam komen ye. ha fikah sila terasa. huahuahauhaua.

apa ek nk update. ok update sikit-sikit la pasal di belakang tabir majlis jemput menantu kitaorang ye. gambar tak banyak. boleh la untuk mengubat rindu korang. hahaha

sebenarnya ingat nk update dgn gambar2 dari photog-photog ku. dah tak sabar sangat, ni je la yang ada.

nanti dah dapat gambar, ku letak kat sini ye.

papan tanda yang di reka dan di print dan di leminate sendiri oleh pengantin lelaki.

mu gapo? nak cari gaduh? :p dah mcm gangster suami saya ni :p

fuh fuh fuh penat jalan jauh tu

pengantin lelaki yg gigih memasang penanda jalan untuk majlis sendiri di kala jam menunjukkan pukul 12 tgh hari.. yaaa kagum bukan? majlis orang dia tukang pasang, majlis sendiri pun dia tukang pasang.

pengantin perempuan? duduk dalam kereta, pasang aircond sambil karoke lagu 'jar of hearts'. selfish bukan? itu la tandanya suami sayangkan isteri.
isteri sayangkan suami? snap gambar suami banyak2 letak dalam handphone buat peneman di office. weeeeeeeeeeee

wan & filzah 2 julai 2011

kecoh kecoh di rumah sehari sebelum majlis

oh ini ketika fitting baju. sila abaikan muka bajet2 model itu.

kain leret leret yawwww

p/s: ok puas? hehehe. eh rasa mcm nak update lagi lepas ni. tungguuuuuuuuuuuuu

selepas tiga minggu

2011-06-27T09:13:00.004+08:00

destinasi: MELAKA!!!!!

went to melaka with my dearest suami for nawwar & abg aizam's wedding. congratulation!!!!
pasangan ni memang mengejutkan banyak pihak bila diorang decide nak kawen.
but still, if Allah wants something to happen, it'll happen.

mula mula ingat nak ke melaka on saturday, boleh la bermalam malaman di melaka. honeymoon satu round, tapi disebabkan perkara-perkara tertentu, ke melaka pada hari ahad je la. balik hari.

perjalanan jauh tak kurasa, bila camwhore bagai nak gila

second in the group yg dah kawen after *koff*koff* yours truly. so who's next?

pengantin lama & pengantin baru

duduk bersanding di atas pelamin.

orang orang yg dah kawen, bersama orang yg single. (dak wani is still available. siapa mahu? siapa mahu?)

selepas dua minggu

2011-06-20T14:11:00.005+08:00

aktiviti suami dan isteri di pagi ahad
nak main basikal kat bukit cerakah, bukan main ramai orang. syarat si isteri pada suami "ji nak naik basikal jugak!! takde basikal tak nak turun kereta". so orang ramai, basikal pun dah habis.

balik semula ke rumah, amek basikal kt rumah, bawak pergi tasik dekat dgn rumah tu je. si suami berjogging, si isteri merempit basikal. siap buat bunyi "vrooom vroooom", "phewitt abang jogging. boleh ngorat?"
siap si suami kata, "sebijik mat remps". sabar je la.

dah habis pusing tasik 2 round, suami dan isteri pun pulang ke rumah. tak puas lagi berjalan jalan di pagi hari katanya.

pergi pulak tasik shah alam yg sebesar besar alam tu.
dan si suami dan si isteri buat kerja gila. (si suami paksa sebenarnya). pusing satu tasik tu dengan berjalan kaki. lalu masjid shah alam tu, lalu tepi pkns, lalu muzium, lalu laman budaya, lalu wetworld. hamekkkkk. "b, kalau kaki ji sakit, bb urut aaaa nanti" (malangnya, kaki si isteri tak sakit pulak.haishh)

si suami & si isteri

ha, nak mandi sangat dalam tasik kan? silakannnnn

ha, dah kau pun sama? apa apa je la oiiiii

*inner peace*

"lu pehal bro?"

wooooopsssss (air guitar hero)

gambar seterusnya ni sangat menggelikan. jgn scroll kalau nak selamat
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selepas seminggu

2011-06-13T09:42:00.003+08:00

selepas seminggu:

1. bila keluar makan dgn bb, kitaorg still lg borak sakan, dan lepas tu baru sedar, "eh b, kita ni borak mcm lepas ni tak jumpa lagi je. last time i check, kita satu rumah kan?"

2. main osom utk tentukan siapa yg kena mandi dulu. dan most of the time, bb yg menang osom (i think he reads mind), tapi yg si kalah ni selalu je buat muka kesian, "ala bb, bb la mandi dulu".. dan bb pun mengalah dgn isterinya, last2 dia yg mandi dulu.. :D

3. berebut lompat atas katil dulu, sbb tak nak tutup lampu sebelum tidur.. dan mcm biasa, bb akan mengalah dgn isterinya ini.. :D

4. bb dah lain. serious.. i've known him for 5 years now and bb sangat lain sebelum dan selepas kawen. in a good way of course. syukur Alhamdulillah.

5. dan saat yang paling best adalah masa solat. perasaan dapat solat jemaah dengan seorang insan yg bernama suami ni, memang tak dapat di gambarkan. rasanya lepas habis sekolah menengah dulu, baru beberapa kali je solat jemaah (ya, i was in boarding school where solat jemaah is a must, lagi lagi kalau kau junior :p), tu pun mungkin solat jemaah terawih dan hari raya je kot? :D

untuk bb,
terima kasih sebab melayan seorang isteri yg sgt mengada ini.
love u b.

"sekarang dah jadi isteri, walau macam mana pun, apa yg ji mintak, mesti abe kena layan." - wan ahmad sabirin ali azizan, suamiku

4 jun 2011: the day i say i do

2011-06-08T14:33:00.007+08:00

Alhamdulillah. everything went almost perfect.
well, nothing is perfect right?
i am married!!!!
now, call me Puan. weee :p

pictures below are courtesy of Yatie Samsul, Maslina, Angah, and Faiz.
haven't received the photos from official wedding photographer yet. (duit pun kau tak bayar lg kan filzah oi?? ada hati nak cepat-cepat)

enjoy
more photos on my FB.

berdebar tuhan je tau

nak sign kat mana pun dah confuse

b, cincin longgar :D

*koff*koff*

ganas sungguh. orang pegang dagu sikit je, dia sampai satu kepala dia pegang. :p

adik adik kesayangan. angah & amir

veil adalah berat!

*love*

pengapits

SEMESTA clan

KKJ clan (cantek kan baju2 geng marhaban itu :D)

flower girls :p

jejantanz

family ku kesayangan ku

eh rapat rapat pulak :D

happy melampau!! thanks for the flight ticket + universal studio ticket KKJ!

suka!

24 days to go

2011-05-09T13:26:00.006+08:00

REVIEW: TANAMERA WELLNESS SPA
Bridal Program
Week 1

1. choice of Facial Works

pilihan saya:
Tanamera Mangir

apa yang perlu dijangka:
kena salin pakaian ke kain kemban yang disediakan. ya, buka semua. jangan risau. sbb spa ni hanya untuk perempuan sahaja. pekerja, bos, pelanggan, semuaaaa perempuan. dan pintu spa akan dikunci setiap masa untuk keselamatan pelanggan. jadi, jangan risau. dan saya diberi satu bilik private untuk rawatan muka + salin baju. pelanggan akan pegang sendiri kunci almari yang menyimpan segala harta benda.

skor:
4 bintang

2. Hairworks

apa yang perlu dijangka:
diberi bath robe sebab rawatan ni dilakukan di bahagian rawatan rambut (di luar private room).bau kelapa yang akan menusuk hidung. tapi saya suka! wangi! bahagian kulit kepala dan leher juga akan diurut. syokkk!!!!
oh bahagian bahu dan belakang juga akan diurut. tapi ni sakit sikit bagi mereka-mereka yang bekerja menghadap komputer 24 jam. stiff shoulder la katakan.

skor:
4 bintang

3. Himalayan Foot Spa

apa yang perlu dijangka:
tungku dia panas! tapi lama-lama okay la. dia scrub kaki kita guna salt, so agak kasar dan sedikit sakit. tapi untuk buang segala sel sel kulit mati, apa salah nya kan? beauty is pain. tapi lepas tu kaki berkilat kilat. terus rasa macam nak pakai short skirt (kalau tak haram la. KALAU)

skor:
4 bintang

saya dapat 20% diskaun. jadi total RM720. Kena bayar terus masa datang untuk 1st week. dan untuk minggu seterusnya, datang bawak resit je.

summary

private room saya :)

tak sabar untuk minggu ke 2!!!!

26 days to go

2011-05-09T08:09:00.003+08:00

went to dessert's bar at subang parade with bb last thursday.
it was my first time there, and for me, that place, hurm only 'indah khabar dari rupa'.
well, i don't mind spending on food but this place is definetely a no-go for me.
so, i bet i won't see you anymore, dessert's bar.
.period.

but camwhoring is still a must.

i must admit this, it's creative!

ice cream je best, kek, hurmmm..batu lagi lembut..

batu nombor 2

see, i told you, he's not satisfied.

stress nak cedok kek.

merokok itu HARAM? (credit to Dr Hannan)

2011-04-13T08:11:00.000+08:00

credit: Dr. Hannan

an honest question from a non muslim friend ..

" adakah merokok itu haram?'

well, if it's up to me.. i would say it's haram

even kelantan chief minister said that merokok itu haram...

there is a poster somewhere in the hospital..

a petition signed by all physician , cardiologist , consultant - all on term agreeing that smoking is HARAM in Islam..

why?

coz it's hazardous , and it kills u.. and people around u..

a true story at my clinic today...

a lady came to see me for a pre operative assessement.

she's planned for some ENT operation next month.

as she sat on the chair at my desk,

i took a glance at her chest x ray ,

then i asked her... " mak cik , husband makcik perokok ke.. "

and she replied .." he just died 2 months ago due to lung cancer "

yes , if ur spouse is a chronic smoker..

u are likely to have the same complication..

the smoke from his cigaratte... most of them inhaled by people around them..

so , the wives are the usual victim of the situation..

therefore..

yes i would say merokok is haram.

those who want to get married ,

dont marry a perokok..

if u r looking for a son in law...

make sure he doesnt smoke

or daugther will pay the price in the future...

upadated wedding checklist!

2011-04-12T09:14:00.001+08:00

1 month & 3 weeks away!!!!!

Subject	Details	Progress
Majlis	Location	Confirmed! Rumahku syurgaku.
	Kanopi	Booked!
	Hidangan	Bergotong royong sesama jiran tetangga
	Hidangan pengantin	Seperti di atas.
	Kek	Ramai sungguh orang nk sponsor kek. Kita tengok siapa punya lg cantik, kita amek okayyy.. yg lain buat makan anak beranak :p
Me	Baju nikah, baju sanding,aksesori	Dalam proses. Baju bb pun dah hantar ukuran utk tempahan.
	Make-up	Tak set date lagi utk buat make up test. Sekali dgn fitting baju nanti la kot.
	Bunga tangan	beres
	Cincin	Cincin saya dah ada, cincin bb pun dah ada
Deco	Pelamin	booked
	Bilik	Ibu punya hasil tangan. We’ll see nanti. Perabot utk bilik dah beli. Saya bayar deposit je. koffkoff*
	Meja pengantin	booked
	Meja tetamu	Sekali la dgn kanopi.
	hantaran	Ntah bila ntah si cuki ni nak barang2 ntah. Tak pe la. Bnyk masa lg kan??
Gambar	photographer	Oi izzudin helmi!!!! Apa cerita?? Aku nak kau!!!!!
	videographer	Tak payah la kot?
Kad		Dah dapat!!! Dalam proses isi kad dalam sampul. Tunggu masa utk pos je. Tak beli setem lg. sbb tak sanggup tengok harga setem sekarang. AT LEAST 80 sen tau!!!
Cenderahati	Tetamu, pihak lelaki, AJK	Tugasan ibu. Minggu ni ibu nk pergi Nilai shopping door gift :p
Lain-lain	Pengapit	Baju dah tempah ke oi cik pengapit???
	Penanda Jalan	Tak fikir lagi :p
	HIV test	Setel!!! Sakit oi dia amek darah. Ececece. Walhal dia amek kt ujung jari je. Bukan satu botol pn.
	Flower girls	Entah?
	Kebenaran berkahwin	Next week balik kuantan utk dapat kan kebenaran ni. BB!!!! Cepat setelkan dgn JAIS!! Susah betul tau nk suruh dia ni pergi jais. Haishhhhhhhh…

kad kad kad

2011-03-31T08:00:00.002+08:00

dah dapat kad jemputan saya!!!!!!
excited tengok kad sendiri!!
macam tak percaya!!

FILZAH & WAN

dan kepada reader yang mungkin ada 5 orang je ni,
kalau nak datang majlis saya,
email kan la alamat korang di
ilovemyabesomuch@yahoo.com

p/s: tiba2 gelabah sebab bnyk lagi tak setel

Review: Demascus's soon-to-be released album

2011-03-22T13:22:00.003+08:00

Saya memang tak pandai nak nilai susunan muzik atau keindahan lirik sesuatu lagu. Bila lagu itu sedap di telinga, itu lah yang akan di maiakan di player saya. Dan honestly, saya hanya menulis ini sebagai seorang pendengar dan mungkin seorang bakal pembeli. Mana tahu kan?

(eh dah aku cakap bahasa baku ni kenapa? Ok2..loosen up sikit…)

Sedikit info mengenai kumpulan ini:

terdiri daripada: Miff, Ekey, Fa , Edry, Amal

website

facebook

KITA BERBEZA

This one is my favorite
Catchy
Lirik simple dan mudah difahami
Bagi saya, ini adalah satu nafas baru dari Demascus
BRAVO!!!!

MENGEJAR SEMPURNA

Lagu ini menampilkan Ikram dari kumpulan Mirwana sebagai special appearance.
Tak tahu kenapa kalau dengar lagu ni macam sayu je.
Mungkin sebab teringat zaman-zaman down dulu kot? (eh ni dah kenapa masuk cerita lain?)
Satu lagu pemberi semangat (well, lagu semangat tak semestinya nak kena rancak je. Lagu ni membuktikan lagu slow pun boleh berikan satu 'kick' dalam hati pendengar)

HADIRMU (PIANO VERSION)

Lagu slow number
Chop! (macam ada suara solo baru je? Sedap! Huzaifah, kirim salam ye. Haha. Gurau. Eh ntah2 tu suara Huzaifah?)
Sekali dengar confirm tau ni lagu nasyid. Eh it's actually a good thing sebab Demascus still kekalkan identiti ke'nasyid'an dalam lagu mereka eventhough sekarang banyak dah artis-artis nasyid yang dah bertukar sepenuhya ke genre lain.

MASIH BELUM BERAKHIR

Music entry POWER. (ecececececececece kau. Macam la tau pasal term2 music. Nk entry entry bagai. Ampun!)
Lagu pembakar semangat
Agak-agak siapa yang tengah frust tu, lepas solat + mengaji untuk tenangkan fikiran, boleh la dengar lagu ni pulak okay.
"bangunlah..terus berlari…jadikan reality…masih lagi punyai masa..untuk bina semula.."

SELAMANYA

One word: mendayu-dayu. Eh itu two words. Okay whatever lah.
Lirik mendalam. Nak faham? Kena dengar ulang-ulang okay. Eh ke saya je yang susah nak faham? Maklum lah, masa sekolah, kalau time kelas bahasa, memang selalu hilang focus. Ampun sekali lagi.

HADIRMU

Tengok tajuk lagu pun dah tau, lagu yang sama macam yang kat atas (3). Lirik dan lagu yang sama Cuma versi yang berbeza.
Apa yang berbeza? Warna warni muzik dan rentak dalam lagu ni.
Part yang paling saya suka dalam lagu ni: background music yang macam ada bunyi handclap. Best! Boleh bayangkan kalau Demascus buat konsert, sure orang akan join tepuk tangan ramai-ramai.

So I guess itu je la pendapat saya tentang lagu-lagu dalam bakal album terbaru Demascus ini. Nanti bila album dah release, cepat-cepat beli tau. Then baru u guys faham apa yang saya cakap kan di atas itu okayyyy… atau pun boleh dengar demo untuk lagu2 ni di facebook mereka okayyyy.

weekend

2011-03-21T13:35:00.007+08:00

plaza puchong perdana

tempah kad untuk side bb

Sunway pyramid

makannnnnnn

way much cheaper than TF.

sunway pyramid
beli barang hantaran

makan

p/s: 2 months 2 weeks away. :)

if you have acne problem, try this

2011-03-15T13:15:00.004+08:00

Checklist

2011-03-02T17:52:00.002+08:00

3 bulan dan 2 hari sebelum hari yang ditunggu-tunggu dalam hidup aku.

So, sekarang ni macam nak share sikit la my wedding checklist.

I've my wedding book. Everything's in that book. So jangan la siapa2 ada niat nak curi ye.

Jom tengok apa progress setakat ini.

Subject	Details	Progress
Majlis	Location	Buat di rumahku syurgaku.so tak payah la nk kena booking bagai kan :D
	Kanopi	Yang ini abah yg akan setelkan. Tp aku mcm risua sikit.sbb on the same date dgn majlis aku, dah sah2 bnyk gila wedding lain. Cuti sekolah la katakan. Harap2 abah dah booking. Tak nk Tanya, nnti abah cakap, "orang tau la" :p
	Hidangan	Gotong royong amalan mulia. Ibu dan orang2 kuatnya akan ambil alih tugas ini.
	Hidangan pengantin	Makngah aku yg sebelah rumah masak sedap gila wo. So dia yg akan masak dan bab hias menghias, serahkan pada ibu tercinta. Jgn tak tau, kalau cousin2 aku kawen, khidmat ibu sangat la diperlukan utk hias makanan pengantin ni.
	Kek	Ibu tempah dgn sahabat karib nya.
Me	Baju nikah	Me-dah tempah. Tapi ntah bila la nk start buat. Tak sempat nk pergi buat spot check. Kuantan kot. Bb-belum lg :p
	Baju sanding	Sama seperti di atas.
	Aksesori	Dalam satu pakej. Tp tudung mcm nk beli sendiri. We'll see nanti mcm mana.
	Make-up	Dah book utk nikah + sanding.
	Bunga tangan	Setel
	cincin	Cincin saya bakal MIL dah beli. Tapi cincin utk bb tak beli lagi. Bb kata tak kesah ada cincin ke tak. Tapi ibu suruh kasi jugak cincin kat bb. Hayooo..nak duit bu? :D
Deco	Pelamin	Dah book. Concept pelamin aku simple je. Tak nak cakap kat sini nanti tak surprise. :D
	Bilik	Yang ini, ibu paling tak bersetuju kalau aku hire orang utk hias bilik. Ibu cakap, dia nk hias sendiri pakai barang2 sendiri.
	Meja pengantin	Yang ini takpa hire orang. :P booked.
	Meja tetamu	Tak sure. Mcm mana ek ibu? Kita suruh tetamu dok bersila je la kot? Senang tak yah hias2 :p
	hantaran	Pada mulanya aku ingat aku nak buat sendiri. Eceh mcm la pandai sangat kau tu nk menghias. Tapi takde masa la pulak. Semenjak dah ada kerjaya ni. Ecececececece. So aku hire cuki dari chermin arts utk hias menghias hantaran. Dan ada extra atas hantaran tu. Apa dia? Itu rahsia aku dan ida. Haha :p
Gambar	Photographer	Dah book. Tapi book mulut. Orang nak kasi deposit, si dia ni tak nak la pulak.
	videographer	Erm…tak fikir lagi pasal ni. Perlu ke ek?
Kad		Dah bayar deposit. Tunggu diaorang tunjuk final design dulu baru aku bayar lagi balance.
Cenderahati	Tetamu	Ibu yg setelkan. Apa cerita ibu? :p
	Pihak lelaki	Sama seperti di atas
	AJK	Sama la jugak
Lain2	Pengapit	Saya sudah ada pengapit! So cik pengapit sila la study tugas2 pengapit ye.
	Penanda jalan	Tak fikir lagi. Perlu ke nak tempah bagai? Buat pakai word sudeyyy kot? :p
	HIV test	Belum lg. kena tunggu bb setelkan dgn jais dulu. Baru aku boleh proceed dgn kt jaip.
	Flower girls	Jawatan ni masih kosong. Ada siapa2 nk apply?? :P

Itu saja lah update utk kali ini.

Stay tune utk update yg lain okay.. J

Bye..

p/s: bb is coming back on Friday!!! Cant wait!

take care, b...

2011-02-21T08:10:00.003+08:00

bb is away for 2 weeks. i'm so gonna miss him. bye b. take care b.

last minute preparation.. kan dah kena bukak tutup beg :p

"i'm ready!"

bye b.. :)

p/s: bb called me few times from madinah and he sounded so happy. can't wait to hear rest of the story when he come back :) oh btw, he's going to mekah today... pray everything's gonna be a smooth sailing.

he is 25

2011-02-11T08:04:00.003+08:00

celebrating bb's 25th birthday at Chili's Empire.
just two of us.
i guess this is his last birthday as a single man kan b? haha

to bb,
sorry it was just a simple celebration without balloons , party, friends, and stuff
hadiah nanti ek? :D
i love u!
God bless!

hamekkkk... satu chilis tu nyanyi... :p

malu la tuuuuuuuu

happy birthday, b :)

25

2011-02-10T08:29:00.002+08:00

10/02/2011

Happy 25th Birthday, b!

love kiss hug,
ji

11 years of friendship

2011-02-08T13:11:00.003+08:00

syok sangat tengok CJ7 :p (dada-pisel-izhar)

yern-preggy mummy atun-mua-zaza

yern-atun-mua-dada-zaza

nana(dada's twin)-yern

zaza-dada

dr jekyll mr hyde

2011-01-27T09:13:00.002+08:00

" eh u kawan kepada siapa tu yang dekat subang tu? ha! anis? u ni, i tengok diam je kat ofis. tapi kenapa si anis cakap, personality u yg sebenarnya lain? she said that you're the loudest one? u stick la dgn personality + attitude mcm tu.. bagi gamat sikit ofis. hari tu si fahmi komplen dgn i yg ofis ni senyap je.semua orang buat hal masing2.. apa kata u yg jadi trendsetter?"

gulppp

anis!!! amboi amboi (gaya azwan ali)...sedap je dia ye....saya mmg pendiam la.. *terus duduk bersimpuh*

to boss fahmi yg hensem (mati la kalau dia baca..tak kan?? tak kan la dia nak baca blog picisan...),

bila saya dah start melalut tu, maksudnya, saya selesa dengan orang tu dan surrounding nya... plus nanti, kalau saya dah start bukak mulut, encik tak terlayan nanti... :D

actually the truth is,
i miss being me...............

LOVE

2011-01-25T08:12:00.000+08:00

tajuk? takde :p

2011-01-13T09:19:00.002+08:00

mereka sangat excited
saya apatah lagi
tak sabar nak update tentang itu nanti..
tapi biar lah ada benda yang hendak di update...
rakan2, doakan segala nya berjalan lancar ya..

saya tak ready apa2 pun lagi...
ok gelabah
bye

tik tok

2011-01-11T10:22:00.000+08:00

hari pertama

2011-01-04T14:42:00.008+08:00

first day at office:

1. so far, they all have been very nice towards me.
2. i got my partition, my table, my chair.. (someone warned me about newbies will sit on the floor on their first day because the office is not ready to have the new comers. but i guess, she's wrong. hai zaza *lambai*lambai*
3. i got my pc :)
4. they gave me the stationery...seronok! mcm budak baru masuk sekolah dapat segala benda baru *lompat*lompat*
5. my boss change my position from product marketing to customer management.. i'm not sure weather this is a good or bad thing... pray for the best.
6. i guess i'll love my job :)
7. i read the job terms of reference. at the 'job minimum requirement', it stated bachelor in accounting/business administration/marketing or related field. so obviously i don't meet the requirement :p but i'll try my best to learn something new :)

p/s: tried to upload a picture, but failed! adakah office tak kasi? :p will try to upload it another time..

berzaman

2010-12-21T20:17:00.002+08:00

haih...
been away from this blog since forever i think...
streamyx was down for 1 week plus plus...
tak feel online blog guna BB..tak puas...

i'm hired!!!
will blog about it later k..
sekarang tengah pening nak cari rumah sewa dulu...

ANTM 15: Congratulation!!!!

2010-12-03T16:48:00.005+08:00

CONGRATULATION ANN!!!!!

let's go through this 6'2" girl's portfolios

photo credit

20.11.2010

2010-11-21T10:55:00.004+08:00

love :)

love u bb...

aku, bas mara liner, dan kemalangan

2010-11-09T10:08:00.007+08:00

selalu selak2 surat khabar baca cerita pasal bas eksiden..dalam hati, "ya Allah, lindungi la aku dari segala jenis malapetaka..." tapi kalau Allah nak satu2 perkara tu jadi, ia akan jadi jugak...
ahad 2 minggu lepas, aku kena ke melaka untuk presentation idustrial training...

fakta 1

hari tu, setelah sekian lama tak naik bas ke melaka dari kuantan, (selalunya aku akan amek bas dr kuantan ke shah alam, dan ke melaka bersama bb dan NU 7777 nye...), tapi kali ni, aku decide nak straight terus ke melaka dari kuantan..selain faktor kewangan yang x mengizinkan nak pusing satu donia nak ke melaka, nak jugak la refresh memory masa bergelar student dulu...setiap kali balik ke melaka semula lepas cuti, kalau tak ibu abah hantar, memang bas MARA LINER la jadi kenderaan rasmi...

fakta 2

seingat akal fikiran aku ni, selama 5 tahun aku berulang alik kuantan-melaka, tak pernah sekali pun aku naik bas mara liner kaler lain selain dari bas kaler kelabu...TAPI di hari itu, aku naik bas kaler gold..(maybe ada rombakan bas kot tanpa aku ketahui)

fakta 3

aku ni jenis kaki tidur dalam segala kenderaan kecuali NU 7777 sebab kena teman bb drive..dan setiap kali naik bas, mata aku hanya terbuka kalau bas tu berhenti di mana2 perhentian je..selagi tayar bas tu berputar, mata aku akan sentiasa tidur...TAPI di hari tu, mata aku memang berat nak tidur..di pendekkan cerita, aku memang tak tidur pun sepanjang perjalanan tu..

fakta 4

terdetik di hati, KALAU la bas eksiden, nak call siapa dulu ek? ibu? abah? bb? polis? ok dah set dalam otak, call bb dulu! (selama ni aku tak pernah buat perangai nak fikir menda2 ni okay..)

fakta 5

aku ni jenis memang la malas untuk turun di mana2 perhentian pun..TAPI hari tu, masa bas berhenti di Segamat, aku turun jugak..dalam hati terdetik 2 perkara.. satu, "nak turun gi toilet la..buat nya bas ni lambat sampai, mana nak cari toilet.." dan dua, "eh nak beli top-up la..mane la tau emergency kat mana2 kang, mana nak beli top-up..(walhal kredit cukup je kalau setakat nak call bb mintak tolong fetch kt melaka nanti..tapi lebih dari itu, memang tak cukup...) "

fakta 6

selama ni aku selalu akan keluarkan segala jenis benda letak atas peha..ipod, handphones, gula2, mineral water dan sebagainya.. TAPI hari tu, aku kemas2 semua letak elok2 dlm beg dan plastik.. blackberry yang selama ni berada di tangan pun di letak dalam beg...

lepas lebih kurang 15 minit perjalanan dari perhentian segamat, dengan keadaan bas yang dipandu perlahan (sebab hujan lebat ya amat oiii), tiba2.. BOOOMM!!!!!!!!... beg yang diletak atas peha jatuh ke lantai..badan aku pun terdorong ke depan... aku blank sgt masa tu..yang aku dengar bunyi kaca bertaburan..bila tengok depan, tengok cermin sebelah driver dah berkecai....................

dari dalam bas..

bahagian depan bas...

tepi bas...

dan ini lah kenderaan yang telah melanggar bas kiteorg....

dalam bulatan merah itu adalah PEMANDU lori tersebut...pelik kan mcm mana die boleh ada kt tempat co-driver...mengikut cerita, bila driver lori tu dah dapat agak yang lori dia akan hentam bas, dia cepat2 lari tempat co-driver...tindakan tu agak bijak la, sebab kalau dia stay kat tempat driver, tak tau la apa nasib dia... dan yang tak bijak nya, sebab siapa yang nk control lori? siapa yang tekan brek?? lepas hentam bas, lori tu still bergerak dalam 50 meter sebelum terlanggar tiang elektrik yang batu tu...

remuk

tapi Alhamdulillah, Allah lindungi kami semua...tiada siapa yang cedera melainkan driver lori tu...

lepas tu merasa la pose2 tepi jalan nak tunggu bas ganti yang hanya datang 3 jam setengah selepas kejadian... glamer la skejap bila kenderaan yang tgh jam disebabkan eksiden tu amek2 gmbar kiteorg + siap yang interview lagi...

pengalaman ni tak buatkan aku serik nak naik bas lagi..bagi aku, kalau sesuatu perkara nak jadi, ia akan jadi jugak tak kisah la naik bas ke kereta ke motor ke even jalan kaki pun... yang boleh kita buat adalah doa dan tawakal... DAN JANGAN BAWAK KENDERAAN LAJU-LAJU!!!!

pictures: KKJ road trip

2010-10-25T15:22:00.009+08:00

KL - Selangor - Kelantan - Terengganu - Pahang
gambar semua tonggang terbalik...malas nk susun ikut negeri..
more pictures at lyana horny's facebook :)
pictures taken by horny's camera..thanks mucuk..

pose setelah shopping air tuak di machang..hamek kau..terkedu terus lepas minum tuak :p

with bb's mama at his house @shah alam

jom ke pantai @pantai batu buruk, terengganu

sate kelantan @rantau panjang

weee @pantai batu buruk

woi nampak siam oi...@sungai golok

shopping @rantau panjang

one of pantai @terengganu

umah miah @kota bharu

stop for lunch @gua musang kot.. :p

teq

atiq's @sabak bernam

show off selipar baru..mana satu bb?? ;p

kami @pantai batu buruk..

tuak @machang

@pantai kemasek

amboi suka nya dia.. @pantai batu buruk..

pose pija :p

nodee's cake @ateq's

bendahari berjaya a.k.a saya :)

breakfast @pantai batu buruk

elle

siam oh siam

ateq's @sabak bernam

dedaun homestay @pantai batu buruk

dapat duit raya!!! @horn's cheras

nodee

pictures: Calanthe Art, oct23rdtwtup, Qistina's birthday

2010-10-25T10:45:00.008+08:00

calanthe art cafe with bff fiqah and dak wani + dear bb..

dak wani with her vanilla blast..

mua + mocha blast

fiqah + brown gentlemen.. (tu pose ala gentleman tu.. :p)

bb + his usual ice lemon tea..

calanthe claypot yee mee

calanthe pandan chicken

calanthe laksa

oct23rdtwtup with dear bb

altimet

siapa tak kenal???

qistina's birthday celebration at Serai Empire Shopping mall with dear bb and his family..

me with qistina the birthday girl...

p/s: road trip photos coming up... :)

final day yo!

2010-10-01T08:41:00.003+08:00

good morning sayangs...

011010, Friday
after 18 weeks of internship program, the last day has finally come!!!
and i'm so excited..
ya i'm going to miss few things in TM Kuantan, but still i'm glad that i made it to the finish line!!!
so after today, what's next?

- ITP report
- presentation slide
- ROAD TRIP around peninsular malaysia!!!!!!! slash graduation trip slash raya trip

uuuu i can't wait!!!

me at Bukit Sulai (the background is actually of Universiti Malaysia Pahang :p)

p/s: agak2 bila TM nak panggil aku kerja ek? :P

ANTM cycle 15 baby!!!

2010-09-25T11:25:00.005+08:00

terra

sara

rhianna

liz

lexie

kendal

kayla

kacey

jane

esther

chris

chelsey

ann

anamaria

pictures: credit cwtv

race: cerita

2010-09-23T11:52:00.021+08:00

warning: long entry!!!!

hi rakan-rakan..seperti yang dijanjikan..
setelah dihebah dan dihebohkan di post sebelum ni , kali ni nk story sket pasal apa yg berlaku di hari kejadian...

kiteorg (me and bb) gerak awal giler..dalam 740pg..yela..trafik KL ni tau2 je la..kang buat tetibe jam kt mana2...x sempat pulak nak race..hehe...tp sangkaan kiteorg meleset..x jam langsung..perjalanan ke The Curve sgt la smooth nye..smpai The Curve lebih kurang pukul 830pg and semua benda pn x set up lg..booth, stage, dan segala2nya la.. oh lupa pulak nk bg tau, di hari kejadian bukan setakat ada race je, tp BlackBerry ada buat promotion Curve 3G baru collaboration dengan Celcom, Digi, Maxis.. RM388 je weh..tp ada la kontrak dgn mana2 telco yg dinyatakan tu... and we met this one Chinese girl yang dah ada dkt situ since 7am semata2 nak beli BB..ye la..murah kot..:p

stage x siap set up lg..

jom amek gmbar before event start...

dalam pukul 9 pg, booth registration pon bukak..so me and bb pn pergi register...die kasi group and kiteorg dpt sorang satu jersey according to group.. mcm aku group 14 so, dpt jersey yg ada no 14 kt belakang...bb group 12...

lepas register, kiteorg amek breakfast yg was prepared by The Laundry Bar..masa tgh breakfast tu, there was one Malay guy yg approach nak join breakfast sekali..of course la boleh kan..mase ni la nk cari kawan2 baru..bila dah borak2, baru la tau, he was my senior back in secondary school (sek men sains tengku abdullah, raub) tp dia SPM 99'.. so bila aku masuk sekolah tu tahun 2000, dia dah xde la kt sekolah tu..tp we still can chit chat pasal cikgu2... seronok dapat gelak2 bila cerita semula psl sekolah, psl raub..hehe...
masa tgh borak2 smbil makan tu, mata aku dah jeling2 sekeliling...mcm nak tercabut bijik mata nampak Jehan Miskin..hensem weh...pastu nampak Yasmin Hani, Daphne Iking, dan beberapa celebrity lain..tp mcm x tau sgt nama dieorg..sbb most of them ni yg bnyk host2 English program dkt 8tv , MTV..

x lame pastu , kiteorg dipanggil masuk dalam utk briefing... briefing was conducted by Chong sisters (pamela and vanessa) and Kish...

pamela-kish-vanessa

pastu group leader (yg terdiri dr celebrity2 tu) diperkenalkan sorg2..and at the same time, team member kena naik pentas utk pergi kt team leader tu..mase tu la rasa mcm artis jap..mate tak nye..bukan main bnyk kamera yg rekod and amek gmbar kiteorg2...berpinar2 mata tgk flash...

mase ni bb punye group...(bb in '12' jersey)...nmpk x camera man yg berlambak2 kt kiri tu??

mase tu sgt la berharap dpt Jehan jd team leader..tp apakan daya, jehan was assigned to lead Team 4..
tp team leader aku pn x kurang hebat nya..si cantek jelita Julie Woon ..siapa2 tgk Blogger boy and Quicky tv kt 8tv sure perasan Julie...

meet Julie everybody!!!

dua org lagi team member aku adalah Daniel and Lydia..

team 14!!!!

ok2..dah..jom cerita pasal race pulak..

starting point: The Laundry Bar
each group dapat satu starting kit yg consist of a BB Curve smartphone + clue card... kiteorg kena cari the next location based on pictures yg ada dlm Facebook 'marshal'..so kena guna la BB tu utk online FB bagai kan...

First Check Point: The Cupcakes
dr jauh aku dah nampak cupcakes yg belambak2 atas meja and aku terus tau yg kiteorg kena makan mnde alah tu n cari apa2 la dlm cupcake tu dan aku 200% tepat...setiap dapat satu dulang = 20 cupcakes yg size large tu .. kiteorg kena cari satu kad kecil yg ada dlm salah satu cupcakes atas dulang tu...mcm mana nak cari? sure la kena makan kan...satu demi satu depan crew tu.. selagi x jumpa, makan la korang mnde alah tu...mase tu dah la baru lepas penat berlari keliling the curve tu.. bau cupcake tu pn dah buat aku nak muntah, apatah lg nk suruh makan... team member aku sgt la supportive nye..dieorg rela makan bnyk2 and aku just kena makan 3 je kot? tp seriously aku mmg x boleh nk makan pn..secebis masuk mulut pn dah rase nk muntah..so, apa aku buat? aku koyak kan secebis and masuk mulut...dan yg selebihnya tu aku penyek2 je kt tgn kiri dgn harapan x diperasan oleh crew.... mane x perasan?? mase tgh kunyah2 cupcake tu dgn krim2 comot kt mulut aku, ade 2 camera yg straight dok rakam aku punya aksi tu.. so aku buat la ala2 mcm dlm tv tu..ala..berinteraksi dgn kamera.."God! i can't even smell that cupcakes!!! how on earth i can eat one?? " hehe..tp betul..mmg aku x boleh langsung nak telan cupcake tu... kalau tgk Julie dgn Daniel, rase kesian pn ade..nk gelak pn ade..mulut masing2 dah penuh dgn cupcake...mase tu aku perasan yg group bb dah pergi next check point..laju seyh...so kiteorg dpt mnde alah kad kecik tu di kek yg ke...14 kot??? gile bnyk kan?? ...
bila dah siap, dpt 2nd clue card...aku lupa ape dlm kad tu ckp, sbb tgk2 daniel dah memecut laju...aku follow je la..gila stamina mmg teruk giler...mengah kot...

Second check point: Sebelah Popular kot ..x ingat...
kat sini each group di beri pilihan antara dua challenges..
1. dalam satu balang kaca yg saiz nye 2 kali ganda bekas kuih raya kt umah korang tu, penuh dgn kertas2 putih... team kena kira setiap 'dot hitam' yg ada atas kertas2 yg maha bnyk nye tu.. 'dot' je tau..diamond ke bentuk2 lain x di kira..

atau

2. each team member kena balance kan satu botol air atas kepala selama 25 saat..kalau x smpai 25 saat n botol tu jatuh, kena start dr awal...nmpk senang kan??

so julie decide nk buat yg balance tu sbb semua org pn x rela nak kira 'dot' yg x berapa ribu tu...tp aksi yg nmpk senang ni , agak mencabar jugak tau...start dgn daniel, julie, lydia and me..problem ukt ketiga2 mereka sbb dieorg x pakai tudung so rambut licin la...bnyk kali jugak kena ulang2...tp bila time aku, sekali percubaan je terus dpt 25 saat..hebat kan?? hehehe...

bila dah siap tu, kt tempat yg sama, kiteorg diberi tugasan seterusnya utk selesaikan satu kod yg akan lead kiteorg ke next check point.. ade 5 kod semua nya..kod2 tu terdiri drp BB code..so, apa yg boleh setelkan kod2 tu, hanya BB phone je yg boleh...punye la lama nk scan mnde alah tu..sbb BB sensitif sket..bayang2 x leh, cahaya lebih x leh..so kat situ delay jugak la...
lima2 kod tu result in 5 words.. clothes, here, be, washed, can't.. so kena la setelkan mnde alah tu.. "clothes can't be washed here" adalah next check point kiteorg...kat sini aku nak bangga jugak la sbb aku yg dpt setelakan teka-teki tu... di mana check point seterusnya?? The Laundry Bar la.. like hello?? laundry? bar? make sense tak?? pandai..so kena la pusing satu the curve tu semula nk pergi laundry bar...

third check point: The Laundry Bar
mase smpai area yg kalau toleh kiri nmpk ikea tu, aku dah nk pancit..julie, lydia and daniel semua dah kt depan.tp yg best nye dieorg semua pusing blk, and bg semangat kt aku yg rase mcm nk mati dah ni... julie jerit" c'mon Filzah..u can do it..we are heading the last check point!!!"..pastu kiteorg semua pegang tgn masing2 pastu lari sama2..cute kan?? best la feeling tu..semangat team dieorg sgt kuat...
mase nk smpai dah kt laundry bar utk last challenge, mmg dah nmpk few teams yg dah smpai termasuk la team bb...nmpk dr jauh bb, bb ckp, "abe dapat no 2!!!" smbil buat peace... so dlm hati, harapan nak dapat BB sebijik dah hancur berkecai..tp xpe...kitoerg tetap akan habiskan race ni...
last challenge, kiteorg kena tgk sorang staff laundry bar preparing for laundry bar's special drink pastu one of us kena buat exactly the same and that staff akan jd judge..nk check rase die same ke x same...julie yg buat task ni..mmg sedap la julie buat..sbb lepas judge tu rase, aku pulak yg rase..hehe...

finish line: in front of main stage
siap ade finish mat lg..betul2 dah mcm amazing race dah...same2 pijak mat tu, pamela ckp, "congratulation team 14..you are the 9th team to arrive!!!!!" siap ade kamera amek2 gmbar lg..pastu kena interview sket2..julie yg jawap kan..hehe... ok ape no 9..team jehan miskin no 10..hehehehe.... team daphne iking no 15(last) kot.. :p

prize-giving ceremony

team 12 (nampak x bb tu?? nampak x? hensem kan? opppssss..tergedik pulak)

bb menang 1 BlackBerry Curve 3G smartphone + RM200 vouchers at Metrojaya + BlackBerry goodie bag..congrats bb!!! bb nk bwk ji shopping kan? kan?

team leaders

sape tgk battle yg menari2 tu?? yg juara dia wakaka crew tu?? aaaaa... dieorg ada petang tu...sgt power okay!!!!!

yg membelakangkan kamera tu adalah alam!!! alam from so you think you can dance.. kenal? hehe

post-race:
dah habis race, semua org pn hang out..

the laundry bar yg penuh dgn insan2 berjersey hitam..

dpt la chance lepak2 minum dgn yasmin hani, julie, and kish...

hani and julie...

lepas hani pergi kt kwn2 dia, bb pulak amek tempat hani..amboi b..nk amek aura hani nmpk... dah tu skrg ni kusyuk betul dgr julie cerita...mata kat mane tu b?? aaaaaaa

dieorg sgt friendly..lepak je borak2....pastu lunch sekali ngn dieorg...amek2 gmbar, makan...amek2 gmbar lg...

pastu me and bb pun blk bersama kenangan2 yg sgt seronok .. oh lupa pulak nk bg tau..aku x blk tgn kosong..dpt goodie bag dr BlackBerry...mcm2 ada...x kira..nk show off jugak....

2 platinum movie pass!!!

mini-speaker

usb-extension

memory card reader

seronok sangat!!!

p/s: oh lupa nk bg tau..bb kasi BB yg die pakai sekarang dkt mama dia..sbb dia dah ada new BB!!! baik kan my bb? kan?

on your mark! get set! go!!!!

2010-09-17T21:38:00.003+08:00

me and bb are the lucky 30 out of i don't know how many registered BlackBerry users for The Ultimate Blackberry Race!!!!!

yay right?!! i know...i mean,both of us!!!

so the race will be held at The Curve tomorrow (Saturday, sept 18 2010)..

we must be present for registration at The Laundry Bar, 9 am SHARP (as emailed by RIM representative)..hehe..

and the race will start approx 11 am (depends on weather condition)...

oh and BlackBerry Curve 3G smartphones await the winners (the 1st, 2nd, and 3rd group cross the END line)...each and every member of the group!!!

there will be 15 groups and each group will consists of 4 members (2 lucky BlackBerry users, 1 from media and 1 special appearance..)

i'll blog about the details after the race okay!! and i hope i'll get the chance to snap as many pictures as possible...

wish us luck, guys!!!!!

p/s: ibu, abah, angah, amir semua dah berebut nk cop nak my BB kalau2 la i menang satu lg BB..haha... so, let say i menang, i nak kasi siapa ye?? :D

weet weet weet

2010-09-02T08:59:00.003+08:00

morning lovely people...
sorry for the long pause..
actually i love to blog about something that has pictures to go with it..
so when i have none, my mood for blogging just blew away..
because i prefer reading blogs that have more pictures and less words than the one that full of sentences and craps..
and i assumed everyone has the same perception as i do...
so i guess no actual update for this time...
till then , daaaa

p/s: berapa lama nk cuti raya ni ye? hurm..2 minggu ok tak? ke sikit sangat??

mama akram cantik la...

2010-08-26T09:04:00.004+08:00

everyday before i drive myself to work, i'll drive my 'adik', akram to his taska first..
and today, as usual, i went to send him to the taska.
and when i was about to salam and kiss akram, his few friends who already arrived, came to the front door.. i supposed they wanted to welcome and greet akram..and i was right..

akram's friends : hi akram...canteknya baju.. (he is wearing Manchester United's)
akram :akram beli kt kuala lumpur tempat angah...(angah is my not-so-little sister)
one of akram's friends : (just noticed me ) eh eh..akram...mama awak cantik la...

dushhh...what?? mama? hello..am i looking that old to you? okay la..what to expect kan? they are just sweet 4-6 years old kids and i'm like early 20? a major different there.. but still i'm not yet ready to be called as 'mama'..at least not until i'm 25? 26 perhaps?

but i take that also as a compliment... see the girl said, mama awak cantik la...scratched the 'mama' part.. and please bold the word CANTIK... kids don't lie kan? hehe

my lecturer-in-charge for internship program is coming today!!! and i'm nervous....pray for me guys..

selamat berpuasa all and selamat berpuasa + miss you, bb.....

jakun

2010-08-22T12:04:00.007+08:00

ok..i know this is lame and jakun, but hell to the yes i'm so going to show off this..
see who is following me on twitter !!!!!
click the pictures for a clearer view...

it's KIMORA LEE SIMMONS !!!!!!

i know some people (or specifically we called this type of people as 'haters') will say something like,

1. "laaa..it's not a big deal..she might be following everyone in her 'followers list' "
2. "like hello? u really think that she is the one who tweet everything? have u ever heard of the word 'admin' or 'personal assistant' ? "

see the 'following' list there? only 941 out of 187,830 followers!!! and i'm one of the most lucky 941!!!! haha..jakun ey? but whatever~~~
and see the 'verified account' ? it means, she is the one who tweet everything..(or 90% at least)..

ok enough with the 'jakun'ness...
so, how is Ramadan so far? dah ponteng? hehe...

"When we present anything to our loved ones we try to buy the best thing and decorate it nicely to make him or her happy. Its time to present something to Allah our creator, so present your fast this Ramadan with your heart and soul. Happy Ramadan!!!!" - unknown

p/s: i miss u so much bb..nak jumpa!!!

our 4th year

2010-08-14T14:27:00.004+08:00

this entry is specially dedicated to my dear bb. so anyone yg rasa x sggup nk menghadapi filzah in geli-geli mode, please leave this blog immediately. if anything bad happen to you, saya x bertanggungjwb..hehe

14 august 2006 - 14 august 2010
happy 4th anniversary bb!!!

i would like to say, "thanks bb" because:

1. took a really good care of me when i was admitted in Pantai Hospital back in April 2009.. i remember that time, bb x bawak kereta lg ke melaka. so, ke hulu ke hilir, bb bawak scooter je instead. everytime after class or in between classes, bb sure datang and brought me something..food ke..air ke...bb also helped me in finishing my assignments because that time, dah nk hujung sem..masa tu la semua assignment nk kena submit, lab report nk kena submit, and masa tu la nk start study..it wasn't easy..i know b..nk kena buat yg bb punya..then mine..it was excruciating. there was one time, bb brought the assignments and lecture notes sbb kena siapkan..meanwhile, bb boleh jaga ji... thanks b

2. there was one of the most memorable moment. i was on my way back to melaka from kuantan..masa dah approach tol ayer keroh, ji called bb..nk mntak tolong fetch kt Melaka central.. i thought you were already in melaka..that's why i called you.kalau tak, serious ji x call. u said that u also already on your way back to melaka, tgh drive..bila ji tanya kt mana, bb kate, "i'm on my way. bila dah smpai MC, ji jgn pergi mana2..tggu smpai abe dtg..ji lepak McD dulu". before tu bb ckp, mama x kasi bb blk melaka lg sbb u were sick that day..tp bb ckp ngn mama, bb nk blk jugak.. ji pn ckp ngn bb, "jgn la blk dulu melaka..nnti monday classes, ji sign kn la attendance bb"...tp bb still insisted nk blk melaka..so, ble ji dah smpai MC, i went straight to McD.. tggu bb..dekat 1 hour plus plus jugak la ji tggu bb...then, bb smpai.. bila dah masuk kereta bb ckp, "ji..td mase ji call ckp dah dkt tol, ji tau x abe kt mane sbenarnya?". ji mcm confius ckp la, "kan bb ckp bb dah otw.." pastu bb ckp, "mase tu abe kt shah alam lg..abe speed up sbb nk amek ji...abe x nk ji blk naik teksi ke bas..teksi mahal nnti dia charge.. kalo bas, nnti kesian ji kena bwk beg bnyk.." mase tu, rase nk luluh jantung dgr.. terharu sgt...thanks b

3. kalau gaduh mcm mana sekali pn, bb x penah lupa masa makan ji..smpai masa, sure bb tanye..walhal tgh x bertegur sapa tu...kalau ji poyo2 merajuk x nk keluar mkn, bb sure tapaukan makanan walau cm ne pn... thanks b...

4. let say kalau weekend bb nk blk shah alam, bb surely suruh ji either follow bb to shah alam or asked me blk kuantan jugak that weekend..bb ckp, nnti kalau bb xde, sapa yg nk bwk ji makan, nk bwk jln2..walhal 3 hari je kot..jumaat, sabtu, ahad..tp bb still concern kt ji..kalau ji kata, ji x nk ikut bb blk shah alam and also x nk blk kuantan, bb sure akan kasi or bank in duit or bawak ji shopping food siap2...bb ckp, kalau malas nk masak, call McD..sbb tu bb kasi ji duit..bb x kasi ji keluar...kalau ngn pikah, baru boleh... bb ckp, bahaya plus nnti ji x biasa nk naik bas pulak.. ye la.. all this time u were the only one yg amek and hntr ji ke kampus...amek and hntr ji masa makan... thanks bb...

5. ji sebut je ji nk mkn apa, or nk gi mana, bb sure akan ckp OKAY..jarang sgt la bb ckp NO.... bb x pernah berkira ngn ji pasal pape pn..duit? masa? tenaga? u name it... nk mengungkit jauh sekali la....

6. kasi hadiah best2 masa birthday and anniversary..thanks bb....

7. bnyk lg..tp kang takut bb penat pulak bace..hehe

b, thanks so much for every single thing u've done for me...love u b...

ramadan in melaka

2010-08-12T09:20:00.005+08:00

hi people...
happy Ramadan and happy fasting!!!!!

things that i miss the most about Ramadan in Melaka:

1. berbuka puasa with my bb and friends at Seoul Garden, Old Town, or PS (i remember that one time when we had our 3 hours ++ berbuka at Seoul Garden Mahkota Parade.. hehe..berbaloi..baloi..)

2. bazaar at peringgit.. nasi kerabu, air tebu, "mari-mari karipap panas, kentang aja yg lain takde", cucur udang alor gajah, chinese dates, ayam percik gombak... huishhhhh.... writing all of this makes me hungry... (what time is berbuka in kuantan for today ek? :p)

3. sahur at McD when bb and i didn't have anything left for sahur after we finished everything all up when berbuka

4. going to terawih by foot with my dear rakan, cik pikah.. and scare people that pass by away with our telekung after that..

5. shopping raya with bb...

"(It was) the month of Ramadan in which was revealed the Qur’aan, a guidance for mankind and clear proofs for the guidance and the criterion (between right and wrong). So whoever of you sights (the crescent on the first night of) the month (of Ramadan i.e. is present at his home), he must observe Sawm (fasts) that month…" ~ [al-Baqarah 2:185]

kisah budak naik bas

2010-08-06T15:13:00.005+08:00

Date: 31/7/2010
Location : on Sani Express Bus
Destination: Shah Alam (bb's big brother wedding)

his coloring book + color pencils + Spiderman blanket = A MUST

akram: "along kaler belah sana, akram kaler belah sini ok.along jgn kaler comot2" Dushhh

After a while......

Guess what is he doing under the blanket?

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jeng jeng!!!!!
akram: "along jgn kacau akram..nnti kakak belakang tu nmpk akram isap susu botol..nnti akram malu nnti mcm mana?? "
(bluerghhhhhh)

Finally.....

and oh..not forget the seat belt.. safety first!!!

the newlyweds.. :)

please ignore the 'hitamness' of mine...

umpama mimpi dalam mimpi

2010-07-26T10:14:00.004+08:00

yesterday, i watched INCEPTION with ijud at GSC east coast mall..

it was a great 2 hours and 30 minutes plus plus movie..
but it would be more understandable if i didn't enter the cinema hall 10 minutes late.. (salahkan ijud!!! hehe)

i entered the hall with nearly zero info about this movie (Leo Dicaprio as the main character tu aku tau la jugak. ) i didn't even know what is INCEPTION. luckily i got my BB translator. sorry for the bimbo mode here. hehe

this movie consists of few layers of plot. so you might find this movie is a little bit confusing here and there if your head is not 100% focusing into it. Inception is not one of those movies yang you just can sit back, munch your pop corn, and enjoy the persistent ride. it requires an active brain throughout the movie.

and there were few scenes that need me remind myself to catch my breath (so breathtaking).

please go and watch the movie okay. RECOMMENDABLE!!! it will give you new perception of our dream.

happy watching people!!!

weee

2010-07-22T13:04:00.003+08:00

pause

2010-07-14T10:36:00.000+08:00

hello there..sorry for the long pause..
been busy this few days..hehe (lame..boo..semua org pn guna reason tu.. )

i'm going to see my dear bb and friends this weekend!!!!
oh i can't wait..
i miss them so much..
i miss bb so much more...

so, what should i wear?? nk jumpa kekaseh hati..melawa la siket...
hehe.. no la..just joking..
i know bb will love anything i put on.. even though i just wear bundle t-shirt..hehe..kan b kan?
and i know u love everything about me kan b? hehehe

oh and congratulation to my dear ex-roommate cik pikah on her job.. meet the new Assistant Manager at Menara TM, MITC Melaka... happy working dear.. and also all the best to the rest of new TM Assistant Managers :)

saje je nk show off cermin toilet office and my BB's new cover.. (thanks to bb.. )

Review: Eclipse

2010-07-09T13:00:00.004+08:00

happy friday people..
yesterday, i went to watch Twilight Saga: Eclipse, ALONE at East Coast Mall...

i'm not on holiday mode or what.. i just cabut lari from office.. (hope nobody noticed :)
movie started at 2.30pm..
i felt really awkward been there only by myself... you know it's ECLIPSE okay (edward vs bella vs jacob).. it's vampire+werewolf romance after all. so people went there with their partner..only me yg terpinga pinga...

review:

it was better than the first two.. this time with bunch of newborn vampires, and jacob getting tougher some more..hehe...

the most memorable parts in the movie (for me) were: -

1. the story telling by Billy about the Quileute tribe.
2. the practicing with Jasper. involved both The Cullen and the werewolf pack. This time Jasper got the chance to become one of the important role.
3. there was one part in a tent up on a mountain, where Jacob and Edward need to team up to protect Bella from the newborn army and Victoria. the best line in the film happened in this scene when Jacob said, "i'm hotter than you" to Edward.. wuwuwuwuwuwu
4. and all the flashback scenes were great..

alice and jasper are soooo damn sweet together...

for those who have not read the book yet will not fully into this vampire romance+ thrill movie.so, read the book first okay..

3 stars for the romance scene, 5 stars for the other scenes.. :D
definitely gonna watch this movie again.. sape nk teman?

23 tahun

2010-07-03T00:37:00.005+08:00

2nd july 2010...
nurul filzah is officially 23 years old..
Alhamdulillah...
Thank You Allah for all the gifts, happiness, health, and everything..
I'm blessed with everyone around me..
my family, my dear bb, and my friends..
Alhamdulillah...

Thanks for all the wishes, pray, and all...
and i think i've managed to reply every single wish... (phone call, sms, FB, twitter, BBM)
thanks again..u guys are one of the best things that ever happened to me...

so, i know u guys are dying to know what bb got me this year kan?
(mati la perasan.kau ingt org kesah?lain la dpt handbag 20k mcm dato' siti) :p
but i assumed that u guys are in aku-tak-boleh-buat-kerja-selagi-tak-tau-apa-hadiahnya mode, so i'll tell..

jeng jeng...
bb gave me this novel

and a multipurpose bag.multipurpose means it can be a lappy bag, beg kerja, beg baju u name it.. but unfortunately i left that bag in my car (actually the car is ibu's. but since i was like, "ibu, along x pndai la naik bas, nnti kena ngorat", so ibu drive the other car instead. and technically it's MY car now) after work this evening. no picture available.. :D

oh i received that two birthday presents 3 months ago.. :p
and on my 23 yo day, bb got me this,

"happy Birthday Ji 23. From Abe"

bb just maybank2u the cake. what?.. anything is possible today..
pffft.. what a bad bluff.. me no good in poker..
ok the truth is bb gave me some amount of money and asked me to buy a jamoca almond fudge cake + anything for myself since dia jauh dari ku *jiwang mode ON*

oh i'm wearing my last year's birthday present from dak wani. :)

but whatever it is, i really am glad to celebrate this year birthday with my family..

it's been years since the last time i celebrated my birthday with them. 8?10 years back maybe?
having ibu said "selamat hari jadi.semoga menjadi anak yg solehah" and kissed me on my forehead and little akram sang "apedey to u, apedey to u, makan ubi kayu"..
God..that was surreal..

p/s: go home BRASIL!! Boooo

jimat..

2010-06-24T12:06:00.000+08:00

crossed over this useful article when googling about healthy lunch just now...
please click here
basically this article is about how much money,time,energy sort of that we can save if we prepare and bring our lunch to work each day...

well i just read this article and for sure la i'm not ready at all to bring my own food to office today.so,i still need to go somewhere near for lunch.. and will have lunch ALONE this noon..*sigh* but i'm glad actually...boleh tengok2 barang :D

happy working everybody... :)

money money money

2010-06-24T09:10:00.002+08:00

money money please come to mommy
i want to go shoppy, with somebody,
at the born place of indomie

wtf?? shoppy? haha

ok the point is i really want a vacation to Indonesia.. serious..why? out of so many wonderful places for shoppers..ye la..x kan milan ke paris pulak? bnyk duit kau??!!

ibu asked me to fill and full my piggy bank first, then maybe one day we'll off to Indon...
no problem!!!

have a great day ahead!!

kura kura betol

2010-06-19T11:00:00.003+08:00

first thing i do before start any novel reading is i'll jot down the date...
for example :-

this

and this

and alert for this novel. Breaking Dawn by stephenie meyer..

started read this one on my 22nd birthday..
and until today, i'm not yet finished!!
stop at page 488 i think..as u can see below...plus minus 15% of the novel to go!!!

damn aku lmbat mcm kura-kura...

oh fyi, i'm not that kind of person yang baca satu malam dah tamat...i mean i just got in some pages before sleep,in between classes, while waiting for bb to fetch me (oh it was long time ago back in melaka and now i don't have bb to drive me to the mall or movie or bowling anymore..gosh i miss him) or mase takde kerja kt office..
so what do u expect kan? (alasan!!!)

and the worst part is, when i stop reading it for a long long long long time, i can't remember few plots and the story lines....so i need to scan through from the start, read back few chapters.. haish...then penat and stop semula..
bila nak abis da??

Al-Fatihah

2010-06-18T10:44:00.002+08:00

ibu called and she brought me a sad news...
my primary school friend just passed away last night..
Al-Fatihah...

death will come anytime..we never know when is our turn..and death won't care if we're 20 yo, 40 yo, even one day old..

and this make me realize, am i ready at this moment to go to the next world? to see The Creator.. am i a good person?a good daughter?

"Ya Allah, ampunilah segala dosanya..lindungilah dia dari segala seksa kubur dan seksa neraka..semoga dia ditempatkan bersama dengan orang yg beriman"

"Ya Allah, ampunilah dosa kami semua..bawakan la kami ke dalam golongan yg sedikit...redhakan lah kehidupan kami..kurniakan lah hidayahMU kepada kami.."

Amin...

Mohd Nasruddin in memory
1987-2010

Al-Fatihah....

tak sabar!!!!

2010-06-17T12:20:00.002+08:00

been waiting sooo long... can't wait..
movie-date anyone? ops..not anyone..
movie-date, bb?
i'm planning for a lone-ranger-movie day during office hour la.. can i? why not!! yes i can... hehe...

makan minum tidur

2010-06-14T10:11:00.002+08:00

morning sayangs...

today is my first day of 3rd/18 weeks of internship...
but i don't want to talk about my internship...
it's just the same thing everyday..
hehe

nowadays, everyone's talking about World Cup at South Africa..
so, what is your team?
for me, from the start, this 3 teams are my pick..

-England = love this team because of David Beckham..hehe.. miss to see him perform with England jersey on.. haishh
-Argentina = sebab ape ek? o0o0.. because of Deigo Maradona and Gabriel Heinze
-Germany = the only reason is the jersey..cantek sgt!!! bb, nak boleh? hehe

p/s: nape ramai dh x update blog? hurm...

aduiii

2010-06-11T08:22:00.003+08:00

morning guys and girls..
it's already friday!! yay
time flies..and i hope it fly faster..so when i open my eyes and it's october.. yay!!

nothing much happened over the past few days...
more or less i'm the fax girl in office..hehe
but i did learn few things in my first two weeks of internship...
and believe me, it got nothing to do with anything i've learned in my uni life..
u know what i mean.. all this telecommunication system thingy, the doket, the working environment, sort of..
so, i'm proud of myself..hehe..

wasn't feeling very well last night..attacked by headache..
but i'm getting better today..Alhamdulillah...

erm..i think that's all for now..
till then.. bye..

p/s :- bb, don't forget to sign up for our wordpress blog..hehe...

teresak-esak

2010-06-07T16:26:00.002+08:00

please read this...
and will make u cry..
everytime u read...

dzafri hisyam part 1

dzafri hisyam part 2

dzafri hiyam part 3

letter to dzafri

*sad*

malu ke nk berhenti kerja ke???

2010-06-04T11:57:00.004+08:00

malu-giler-rase-nk-nyorok-muka-dlm-tanah-day

situation 1
phone rang and nobody there except one pakcik at 6 tables away from me, so i answered the call

"ya encik..nk ckp ngn siapa?encik mail?skejap ye"

with 100% confident,

"encik mail! encik mail!"

............. *no response* (x dengar kot..)

tuned my voice louder

"ENCIK MAIL!ENCIK MAIL!"

yup..it worked..he heard me

"encik mail? sy bukan encik mail..saya encik mi..encik mail pergi kursus"

"ouh..ye ek?mintak maaf" DAMN!!!
and the worst part was, that on the line guy who desperately wanted to talk to Encik Mail burst out laughing.. DAMN AGAIN!!

situation 2

chit chat with Kak Ani (one of my office-mate)
bla bla bla

me: kak ani ade berapa anak?
k.ani : 3 org.yg besar tingkatan 2, yg kecik drjah 2..
me: o0o0o0...so yg coming ni no 4 la ye ( while pointed to her sweet-preggy-mom-stomach)
k.ani: mane ade coming dik oi..ni badan aku yg besar la...
me: (deadly shocked) o0o0..mntak maaf kak...

DAMN!!DAMN!!DAMN!!!
i think i should call this situation as kau-x-sayang-mulut-ye-?-!

arghhhhh!!!

bb, malu giler b!!!!

and i was 100% right!!!

2010-06-03T20:14:00.004+08:00

jeng jeng..
when i reached home after work, i saw this on my bed

and look what's inside...hehe...:P
(i know i'm like so jakun..but who doesn't..so,hell ya)

i told u!!
am i right or wrong??
pimp my RIGHT (bak kate bb..hehe)
hehe...

Thanks SashaBashir

excited giler smpai nk hebah satu donia!!!

2010-06-02T21:51:00.004+08:00

see the name?
oh click for better and larger and clearer image..hehe
eventhough it's not my full name(without abah's) and there is maybe another 'Nurul Filzah', but i still 200% sure that gifts are mine... hehe
and i'm 250% sure that Nurul Filzah is me.. (x kan la ade nurul filzah lain bace blog sasha..hehe)
tak kira tak kira
Thanks Sasha!!!~

will join more contests after this!!
yay!!

t.i.r.e.d

2010-06-02T09:35:00.002+08:00

hey frens..
sorry for no update on my 2nd day of internship
i wish i could write something but i just can't
so damn tired yesterday..
i was like"mayat hidup" all night long...
now i knew how working people feels..

and right this moment, i'm at office and i don't feel like blogging..
u know with the phones keep on ringing, all staffs busy doing work and stuff
my blogging mood just flew away..

nways, i called yesterday as "malu-giler-rase-nk-nyorok-dlm-tanah" day..
haish...

ok fella
till then, da~~

p/s: bb, go!go! semangat! u nailed it!!!

1st day

2010-05-31T11:27:00.002+08:00

today was my first day of internship program..
the whole family except ibu sent me to the HQ..
felt great because my family was there cheering for me..
and this morning i was so nervous..sumpah x tipu...
i hadn't the heart to touch my breakfast..
and my sister and brother were like, "berdegup-degup jantung ke?? x kan makan dua suap je nasik lemak??:P"
siot je..

so we arrived at the HQ at 8 am.. i know..damn early..
ye la..good-clean-first impression is a must!!
i was accompanied by the whole family to the office.. (does first day at school,when we grabbed mother's hand as tight as possible,and father whispered to our ears saying nothing to worry,it's just a step to your brighter future, ring a bell?)
sweet isn't it?
was told by the security guard, i need to wait until 9am for the staff-incharged..
so,i decided to ask my family to leave me there.. i think i'm big enough to handle all this thing by myself...

so,9am sharp, i went up to 2nd floor and gave the letter from FET to the staff-incharged, and she processed my lapor diri...
and then i was asked to go to TM engineering (3 km away from HQ approx) because i'm in technical part..
i was a little bit shocked..how the hell i wanna go there...
walk? no way.. it was sunny and the distance is in KILOmeters.. i was all dressed-up and u asked me to walk?? no no no no...
so, i called angah and asked her to fetched and sent me at the TM engineering...luckily she's at home..

so bla bla bla, i went to the security unit and did my staff pass, and after then went straight to BSQM office..
unfortunately, my assigned supervisor wasn't there..
fortunately, there was one staff that very nice enough to brief me on few things, the dressed code, and stuff..
and the BEST PART was, he allowed me to go home!!! yup..it just 15 minutes past 10 am...
and one more time, i called angah to fetch me.. hehe..sorry ye bdak kerinting...
while waiting for angah,i chit chat a bit with the security guard..
and he was ghostly shocked when i told him that i'm in engineering field..
"susah giler nk tgk perempuan jd enginner ni.."
pakcik, i think you will deadly shock if tell u, 80% of my girlfriends are in engineering field...
so,no biggie.. :D

that's how my first day was....
i plan not to wear full-formal-office attire anymore tomorrow..
i'm an engineering-intern after all..

p/s: all the best bb!! he'll start his internship at Midvalley City tomorrow.. and good luck plus bile dh dpt elaun jangan lupe belanje aku to rased,faiz,atik,and nodee!!!

saya suka membaca

2010-05-25T15:33:00.003+08:00

i read blogs..many of blogs...
all blogs have their own input.. each of them offer so different things
from their e-diary, fashion, food to gossips...
i've learned many things by reading this blogs... or at least i know the gossips..hehe
people been asking me how on earth i ended up on the blogs' URL..

there are several ways that i used..:-

1. my family and friends have blog and they shared theirs with me.. (luckily i have so many blog-maniac among my friends.. :D)

2. i randomly click the url from my friends' blog and most of them are strangers..

3. if i love one blog (especially the strangers), i'll click all the links from the blog.. my principe is simple..if that fella has great stories to tell to, 80% of his/her friends will also have something great to share with..

4. i'm a stalker.. hehe.. i stalked my bb's ex gfs, my friends' bfs/gfs/exs, their family, u name it..hehe.. but i only read the blogs okay..i don't have any intention to harass them or to be an identity theft or do stupid things... (oh btw, now bb also a stalker..so beware people..hehe..)

5. from my friend suggestions..

6. simply clicks the "next blog" on the top-left-corner pf any blogspot page.. :D

easy isn't it? so, happy reading and stalking!!!~

p/s:-i'm going to shah alam tomorrow... can't wait to see bb..gosh i miss him so much.. bb, tungguuuuuuuuuuu tau... hehe

seminggu..

2010-05-21T11:49:00.000+08:00

After a week in kuantan, and left melaka behind,something that so
sure is I miss my life back in melaka.. Hurm..

Oldies were right.. U'll appreciate something after it's gone.. And now
I miss everything about melaka..huh..
Argh.. Grow up la filzah..stop being a cry baby..

I need to move on.. I'll try..

Rindu my housemates, nisah,pikah,lina,ida
My ex-ixora ppl, anis n nawar..
My classmates, dak wani,mulan,salmiah,atiq,nodee,horny,rased,faiz,
syed ali
And of course my dear bb.. Miss u so much..
And everyone.. (Sorry if your name is not on the list, but trust me,
u guys are so special.. )

Ok.. No more sappy mappy entry after this ok.."Ya Allah, berikan lah
kami kejayaan dalam hidup kami dan permudahkan lah segalanya.."

congrats...

2010-05-17T22:17:00.005+08:00

my congratulation to KRISTA for become the new America's Next Top Model...~~

this was so predictable...
u know she had been consistent throughout the four final weeks,won all the challenges , been called as the best photo four times in a row, and all..
obvious isn't it?

and great job to RAINA... she was a tough competitor towards krista but unfortunately that wasn't enough to grab the title...

but i still love jessica...good job dear...

p/s:- i miss bb so much..he's a good listener to all my ANTM stories... hurm...

bila masa menunggang space shuttle....

2010-05-14T05:13:00.003+08:00

it's 5.14 in the morning..
and i'm not sleepy yet..
my last night in melaka...
hurm...

after 5 years, and the day has come....
14/5/2010...
seriously, i can't describe my feeling right this moment, but i bet u know how it feels...i mean..saying good bye...
huh....

going to burst into tears any seconds..
so, i better go...

bye friends....(...thank God i found all of u...)
bye bb....(u know how much i love u... and how bad i'm gonna miss u...)
bye melaka.....

di sini....

2010-05-11T20:20:00.003+08:00

i'm done with exams and uni life..
period.

huh..
it's been a long run..
a great one..
so many things happened..
and i've learned a lot...

MMU taught me of everything...
hardwork, friendship, endless knowledge,u name it...
my heart broke twice here..
and here also, i found the cure ...(love u b)
i really am going to miss everything about this place...

*sappy mode*

p/s: you are not going to see any of my convo pictures at least until august 2011..yes..2011.. so, don't wait and ask..i've warned you.. ... *pffft*poyo*

ibu...

2010-05-09T04:18:00.002+08:00

ibu...ibu..
engkau lah ratu hati ku....
bila ku berduka...
engkau hiburkan selalu.....

happy mother's day to my beloved ibu,
Puan Hjh Habibah bt Sa'an...

along sayang ibu dunia akhirat.....
rinduuuuuuuuu ibu....

mmmmmmuuuaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

speaking of hari IBU, i remember when i was in primary school, i got into a fight with one friend...
because i told her that i was the only one that can celebrated hari IBU...

"hari ibu untuk budak2 yg panggil mak die 'IBU' je la...awak panggil 'MAK'...mane boleh..tunggu la hari MAK...saya sorang je boleh..."

then, adegan tolak-menolak..
u know..the typical bdak-hingusan-cat fight...
haha...
what a memory....

p/s:- oh shahir!!! oh jessica!!! haish....

budak kecik yg dulu kecik tp sekarang dah besar

2010-05-04T02:57:00.004+08:00

happy 19th birthday
to

Muhammad Kamil Amir
a.k.a
naknen

how time flies..
my lil brother is already a grown up man..
no longer a budak-gemok-yg-kuat-melalak...

"along doakan amir jd anak yg soleh, yg boleh menjadi harapan keluarga, dan menjadi insan berguna dunia akhirat...(perghh... dah mcm ibu ni..hehe)... wa sayang lu la budak..."

people tend to get confused and wrongly assumed us as twin...
is that true? what say u?

wooopss....forgive the gedikness...

tensyen ke??

2010-05-01T06:53:00.004+08:00

morning peeps..
i just got home from rased's place... study la konon2....
so, how's life going?
mine is normal as usual..
u know, the normal-boring-study-week life...

study+exam week = pimples week..
haih...the lil red ones are all over my cheek...
frens have been asking a lot about my gunung-ganang cheek...
"pija, tensyen ye?? bnyk jerawat.."
"eh, aku ingt ko buat face painting...." fine..i lie about this one..my frens are not that mean...(eh.. seekor dua maybe could be very bitch-mean but i don't care..like hell ya..)
"sure bnyk x abis study ni kan?? pressure je.."

hurm..
going to try seba med la..
it worked for my body..
so i think it'll bring some magic touch for my precious face...opppssss...precious ke? hehe
hope so..
amin...

ok u guys...
study call... (or maybe bed call...we'll see..)
tata titi tutu...

p/s: thanks abah and ibu for the gift... love it forever....

shake shake shake

2010-04-27T10:13:00.004+08:00

for the first time, after nearly 5 years in melaka , i went to THE coconut shake at pantai klebang...
eventhough it was raining, people still kept on coming... huh..dasyat2...
until to the extend yang u need to queue for one glass of coconut shake...

penuh+ beratur

and this was bb's first coconut shake in his 24 years life...

so, how was it bb? sedap kan..
later, we go to coconut shake batu berendam pulak ok??

and we bumped into a group of friend from cyber, (earlier were at EQ for MMU award)..
habis satu kedai kena serang ngn dieorang... :P

pikah n aisyah( our alpha-year-hostel jiran )

p/s: happy study peeps...(study week mode ON)

mahu rehat

2010-04-24T07:51:00.004+08:00

currently, i'm in the middle of keserabutan studying and finishing my last assignment...
since final exam is like a week away... huh...
lot of pressure...

i really need a break after all of this end..desperately....
can't wait..
perhaps an island gateway? or a visit to theme park maybe?
i don't know..vacation and me are like girl and year-end-sale...u know what i mean..something that u've been waiting so long and it is WORTH waiting for..
it's a MUST..
like i'm dying right now and i need oxygen.. something like that...(scratch the exaggerated part..)

gonna finish this with my dignity intact and a smile on my face...
so, gotta go u guys
notes are waiting for me...
till then
toodles..

p/s: which one is the best, Langkawi or Perhentian?

bila rindu-ruffedge

2010-04-22T02:02:00.004+08:00

this song used to be our(me+my bestfren,enon) favourite song...
last time, we cried every time we listened to this song... i don't know why..
jiwang budak sekolah kot...hehehe
it bring back the sweetest memory with my high school best buddies....
huhu...
i dedicate this song to Enon, Dada, Ela, Heda, Aya, Has, Mimie, Yern
miss u guys...
and to someone that currently not talking to me,
miss you....

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Dikeheningan malam,
Termenung ku berseorang
Tak lena mata dipejam
Terdengar suara terngiang
Suara merdu yg disayang
Bagai kau didepan mata
Ku capai tapi tak kena
Sukarnya memendam rasa
Ingin ku luahkan kata

Korus:
Bila rindu,
Terkenang mu sayang, terasa sayu,
Syahdunya jiwa ku bila malam makin kelam,
Jauh terbang diri ku melayang,
Aku rindu,
Sentuhan mu, ku rasa sayu,
Inginkan jiwa mu selubungi jiwa ini,
Bawa ku dalam pelangi,
Melepasi batas diri ini.

Jauh angan ku lena
Kurasa kita bersama
Kau bawa daku kesana
Ke alam kisah yang lama
Kenangan didalam jiwa
Bila terjaga semula
Disisiku kau tiada
Sukarnya ku pendam rasa
Inginku luahkan semua

*ulang Korus

Sesungguhnya kita mestilah
Wujudkan sefahaman dan hormat menghormati
Ikhlas kasih
Sabar insyAllah kita akan
Bertemu semula

Aura yang memecah semesta
Menyampaikan pesan kesunyian dikala sendirian
Kesepian menyelubungi hari-hariku
Disajikan dalam doa-doa rindu
Yang menanti kau datang dan pergi
Seperti mimpi-mimpiku fantasiku
Bukan dongeng lagi yang sayup kedengaran
Disisi cuping di setiap corong
Lorong yang lohong
Benar ku tak bohong
Bila hati menyanyi

kegilaan

2010-04-20T15:44:00.004+08:00

America's Next Top Model cycle 14

~Jessica~

Akademi Fantasia musim 8
shahir

adira

iwan

AdaMaya

+

rakan-rakan

2010-04-20T01:29:00.002+08:00

sorry rased..
sorry faiz...
sorry nisah...

i missed my friends' FYP presentation today...
i was at clinic+hospital the whole day...
i've been sick for a month plus plus...
n still x ok2... on, off, on,off
so, i did all the test(blood,urine,malaria), and Alhamdulillah, nothing serious...
rakan-rakan, please pray for my health and strength k...

p/s: bb pon x sihat...get well soon,b....

tulis tulis tulis

2010-04-14T12:26:00.002+08:00

it's been a while since the last time i posted something...
so, how u guys doing?
i haven't been to the gym in about a month...
lots of things happened and some still going on...
demam, batuk, study, assignment...
huh...excuses..

nothing much to say about actually...
oh ya...
i'm on twitter now..
i know.. i'm like century late from everyone..
so, do follow me people...
FilzahJi

p/s: going back to Kuantan tomorrow... can't wait!!! gonna miss u, bb...