saye rase teruk..... :(

presentation telemedic saye sgt teruk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~

ble la rase nerves stiap kali nk wat presention ni akan hilang?????

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td, bace the latest entry kt blog ixuan......................


tu satu lagi wat saye rase teruk n berdebar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~

"kali ini mesej mereka jelas.amaran mereka keras.kena ikut semua yang termaktub dalam kontrak."


OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


saye rase sgt takot+berdebar+risau+macam2 prasaan.....

hurm.................



hari ini adlh hari saya rase teruk.........




p/s: good luck to bb in ur C&S mdterm 2nite.....

mekaceh....

td saye dpt kasut baru....
ambros grafiti kaler pink....
mekaceh bb...
mmmuuaaahhhhhhhhhh......
*malu*malu*malu*

alpha MMU 05/06

td belek gmbar2 lame....

geng 1: ika, ida, pija, pika VS ixuan, kuyu, duang, areez, sunan, bad

f.r.i.e.n.d.s


sweet memory~~

lompat yg x jd sbb sunan x pndai nk amek gmbar.....( besar nye ketawa...hahaha)

x jadi lagi......

lawak gilerrrrr

at last sunan berjaya!!!!

pic by me....cun kn?? hehe

pengakalan balak in memory......

pikah n areez men2 mata....huhu






geng 2 : ika, ida, pija, pika VS apool, fishy, kasoh

lepak2 di kundur di pagi2 buta

ika n kasoh ( lawa rmbut kasoh..hehe)

buai laju-laju

belangkas (kasoh n fishy x bleh dipisahkn)

pikah n fishy...(fishy malu2 ayam...)

ika dikepit apool n fishy...

p/s: apa khabar agak nye mereka???

20 tahun....

selamat hari tua kpd..........

nurul farhah a.k.a angah semut.....

dah 20 tahun adik aku sorang ni........

buang tebiat

hari sabtu baru2 ni, spatutnye ikot ida gi mkn durian kt kg kwn die...tp disbbkn lina n pikah x nk pegi dgn alasan nk study, jd sume org pn x pegi kecuali ida....

tp try tanye lina n pikah, ari sabtu tu, kol bape dieorg study????? *misteri* haha


ari sabtu yg mmboringkn....sbb astro xde....sbb mama rina yg-takot-keta-kne-curi tu bwk blk smart card ke kg halaman nye...kenapa??? ade lah kisah disblk nye..mls nk story...pnjg sgt...huhu....


so, disbbkn boring, cik pikah pn mensajeskn utk tgk vcd...nk tau vcd ape???? ini die......

"shrink your female fat zones" *amek ko*

huhuhu....layan la ko...mari bersenaman......yeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaaaa....ari utk mengurangkn woman fat...yabedabeduuuuuuuuuuuu

lemak bnyk di bahagian peha ye puan-puan....

berdiri tegak!!!!

aku ngn pikah je brani mati join...lina n nisah takot wooooooo...tp nisah wat sndiri2, senyap2 dlm bilik pas tu....kah kah.....hehehehe

pusing sane, tonggeng sini, inhale, exhale.....best wooooooo....

tp disbbkn dh lame x senaman, amek ko...saket sane, terpeleot sini....

tp best gak kn pikah kn?? tp kite kne bli la pmberat n bola yg besar tu...kalo x, x mujarab la...huhu..xpe2...kite curi nisah punye pn okay pe....(FYI, nisah ade pmberat utk senaman tu woooooooooooooo)

konon2 nye, ari ahad pg tu nk bgn awal la, nk wat senaman tu skali lagi....kekdahnye( 3rd bahase rased..cedok sat) dah wat ikrar nk wat every weekend...sbb nk mnjana body yg hot....last2 ari ahad tu sume org wat2 lupe....sbb sume pn dah sakit blakang...yg si pikah ni, sakit perut sbb kejang perut...nk gelak pn kne tahan2....kne wat senyum2 kmbing yg-x-mndi-seminggu....huhu


~mari senaman.................................................................dlm mimpi..hehehe

cepat baik okay ;)

11.47 pm, july 20 ,2008


td bb call...boring ek stay kt hospital??
xpe la...kt situ ade doc jage bb keh...


ku slalu doa...harap2 bb xde pape....doa die cepat baik.....

ku ingt, kalo die x dpt kuar lg by tmrw, ari slase ku nk gi sane la tgk bb....insyaAllah......



sunyi + boring je rase.........hurm............

bb....

20 julai 2008, 2.06 pm...

bb dah kne admit kt SMC pagi td.....
get well soon cayang......

get well soon.....

td teman bb gi check up kt hosp pantai...bb dah batuk2 more than a week.....msti something wrong ni....sian tgk bb..hari2 batuk..pastu batuk cm batuk kering lak tu....kdg2 bb batuk ade darah....mkn ubat hospital pn x jln jgak...

td dah check up ngn doc...dah wat x-ray..dah wat nebolizer(cm tu ke eja die bb?:P)....suppose bb kne masuk wad...tp bb x nk....(isk3....)

bb tgh wat nebo..sian nye...

bb decide nk refer to SMC....so, baru td abang ( he is bb's older bro ) dtg amek bb bwk blk umah kt shah alam...







to bb....

get well soon dear....dun worry bout anything here k...i'll bereskn 4 u...just take care of urself...will pray 4 ur good...n i'll keep my eye on Bob;)
mmmmuuaahhhhh

lots of love,
-ji-

thinking..............

am i that bad?





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sorry........................

midterm test

esok, jumaat, 18 julai 2008 , 8-9pm, main hall.....

midterm test yg pertama......

utk subjek ....

islamic studies...

subjek yg plg aku suke stakat ni..

dah la leh jwb dlm bahase mlayu....yuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.......

utk rakan2 yg amek islamic studies,

ALL DA BEST!!!!~

dah bukan rezeki

-duet ku sbnyk rm130++ tlh ilang di lab CBT FET pg td-
-yakin gle ade org amek-
-mule2 nangis teresak2 gak-
-tp pas tepon ibu, rase lega sgt-
-ibu cakap.............-

"along spatutnye bersyukur sbb doa kite supaya dpt rezeki dr sumber yg halal dah dimkbulkn.anggap duet yg hilang tu mmg bukan hak along.tp hak org lain.ibu sntiasa doakan anak-anak ibu jadi anak yg soleh, bertakwa dan mmbesar dgn rezeki yg halal."

"2 perkara yg along blajar hari ni. satu, belajar redha atas sesuatu yg jadi.n dua, belajar jgn careless"


-thanks ibu....ku rase legaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sgt pas call ibu-
-aku redha....tp sbg manusia biasa aku still rase terkilan.cm ne la duet dlm wallet dlm beg leh ilang.power gle org yg amek tu.dah la x tggal sekeping pn...-




p/s: doaku skang, supaya aku tau sape yg amek.....semoga Allah tunjukkn......Amin.......

MMU & IPTA

td abe tersyg ade bg satu link.. klik sini


list universiti kerajaan.....

wah!!! slame ni aku ingt MMU ni ipts...rupe nye baru2 ni tukar taraf jd ipta ....
aku xde la heran sgt ipta ke ipts ke...same je la kn...

tp kalo MMU dah jd ipta, ape lg..coursework mark pn jd 60 % la..... final 40% je...baru best....xde la senak perot nk jwb final....


ade borak2 ngn mulan psl MMU tukar ipta ni...
antara borak2 kiteorg...

pja : weh..mmu kn dah jd ipta
puteri katak : hahaha
puteri katak : aku nak buat buta
puteri katak : aku nak pakai selipar
puteri katak : aku tanak pakai ID
pja : caya la
puteri katak : aku nak duk sekelas dgn IS
puteri katak : aku tanak asing dg nIS
pja : seb bek kite cm dah nk abes
puteri katak : tapi 2 thn pun lame jugak
pja : huhu
puteri katak : mcm tak sedap je bunyi grad ipta
pja : huhu..bnyk la ko nye x sedap..cm la boley mkn...
puteri katak : tak ley berlagak
puteri katak : pdhal byor yuran mahal
pja: tau x pe
pja :tp kn, bkn kite yg bayar pn..keje kite kn mghabiskn duet TM je..
pja :haha
puteri katak : hehehe

pja-me myself
puteri katak-cik mulan

so, ade efek pape ke ek kalo mmu jd ipta???
hurm...just wait n see je la...

tp still ade kemusykilan di hati.....nape leh men tukar2 cm tu ek??? hurm.....

hujan

erm..skang ni, kt mlake musim ujan kot...tp x leh gk nk kate musim hujan..sbb kdg2 panas terik gle...pastu tetibe hujan lak....

tp yg pasti nye, skang ni, at this moment, hujan berada kt semua tmpat...kt luar umah hujan...kt dlm hati aku pn hujan...kat mata pn ade hujan jgak....


aku suka hujan....tp kdg2 x suka jgak...tp mane leh aku x suka pd kejadian n ciptaan Allah....Allah Maha Mengetahui ..... Dia tau kenapa Dia perlu turunkn hujan even hujan kt mata ni jgak.....


nk kate ketakstabilan hormon, tak jgak.... sbb spatutnye hormon2 dah berada dlm keadaan stabil....

tp x tau la nape.....



erm....biar je la..let it be....nk hujan ke..nk ribut ke...

yg pasti nye, esok aku blk KUANTAN!!!~ seronok nyeeeeeeee...dpt jmpe the most important thing in my life, my FAMILY...miss all of them so much....


p/s..next week dah start mid term..tp satu pe pn x study lg ni..xpe2..next week la study...hehehe....

tagged by rased....

dah lame x wat tag org....so, ble kne tag ngn rased, dgn rajin nye ku pn wat la.....

1) What is the most important thing in your life?
-family

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
-gula-gula mentos

3) Where do you wish to get married?
-switzerland

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
-erm...bape ek?? bape ek bb? haha

5) Are you in love?
-korang rasa?? huhu...

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
-restoran indon kt fud court ixora..mkn ikan keli...nyum..nyum...

7) Name the latest book that you bought?
-majalah URTV( tu kira buku gak ke?? layan..)

8) What is your full name?
-Nurul Filzah bt Ahmad Jais, nurul filzah means cahaya belahan jiwa..phewitttttttttttt

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
-BOTH!!!!

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
-David Beckham!!!!!~

11) Christina or Britney?
-britney

12) Do you do your own laundry?
-yup...dgn rajin nye......

13) The most exciting place you want to go?
- universal studio

14) Hugs or kisses?
- hugs!!! rase cm disayangi gile!!!~ hehehe

15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
rasyed~~
1)tuff weh...
2)yakin n bangga dgn diri sndiri
3)YTM scholar
4)mesra n friendly gile...tp jgn wat hal ngn die..kalo x, saje cari nahas la kn....
5)kalo dah start nyanyi, kite leh dgr suara mariah carey versi malaya berkumandang.

16)8 things I am passionate about:
1)family
2)bf
3)friends
4)bergaya dpn kamera
5)america's next top model
6)tarikh-tarikh penting dlm hidup
7)handbag!!!~
8)kasut!!~

17)8 things I say too often:
1)giler la weh
2)cam malas nk layan
3)lorrrrrrrrr
4)kuang ajaq
5)cenee sitet~~~~
6)biar je la die
7)hai~~~
8)oit!!!

18)8 books I've read recently:
1)majalah urtv
2)buku teks electromagnetic
3)komik ujang
4)komik sin chan yg pikah nye
5)kamus oxford
6)ade lg ke ek????

19)8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
1) no air
2) matahariku
3) what u got
4) pocketful of sunshine
5) tak bisa memilih mu
6) Aku Stacy
7) doa dlm lagu
8) i'm yours

20)8 things I learned last year:
1) happy sokmo
2) family adalah no satu
3) camne nk jaga baby ( mandikan, bg mkn, basuk be*ak)
4) jgn sedih2
5) study hard
6) kawan-kawan mmg best
7) kne jd lg matured
8) jd baik ngn semua org...

8 people to tag

1. ida
2. pikah
3. ixuan
4. ika
5. alia
6. syafeeq
7. fahmi kuyu
   
8. u!!!!

d.e.n.g.a.r

kdg2 dlm hidup ni,
kata hati kite x semestinya betul....

so, sometimes, we must also listen to other's instinct.....
dun be too egoistic la...~~

1st on the list

No air
Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown



Tell me how I'm supposed to
breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in
a world with no air
Oh



I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can
make you understand



But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe



[ Chorus ]
Tell me how I'm supposed to
breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air



No air, air
whoa
No air, air
whoa
No air, air
whoa
No air, air



I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to
hold me down for real



But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care



But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe



[ Chorus ]

Tell me how I'm supposed to
breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air



No air, air
whoa
No air, air
whoa
No air, air
whoa
No air, air
No more
It's no air, no air



[ Chorus ]
Tell me how I'm supposed to
breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air



[ Chorus ]

Tell me how I'm supposed to
breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air



No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

l.o.n.e.l.y

5 julai 2008

dear diary....

slps 3 hari bfday aku.....

ari ni aku rase sunyi sgt...rase sedey pn ade....mcm2 prasaan dlm hati ni...tp sume yg x mnggembirakn aku pn.....

nape aku rase cm ni??
maybe psl hormon dlm bdn tgh berperang sesama sndiri kot skang ni...

alahai hormon...
nape la ketakstabilan ko mmbuat kn aku yg rase x senang hati.....


ari ni...dok umahsorang2 da whole day...nk wat ape ek....

erm...nnti la pkey nk wat pe....

p/s:- semua yg aku wat, x pnah betul......hurm......

2 julai 2008

happy birthday to me...happy birthday to me....happy birthday to filzah... clap*clap*clap*

Alhamdulillah....2 julai 2008, aku genap 21 tahun.....umur dewasa weh.......

thanks pd semua yg dah wish, x kesah la kt frenster ke, yg sms, yg call.... terima kasih bnyk2...aku sgt hargai nye.....

n thank you so much pd my beloved osmet sbb dah wat seprais party utk aku..( party kah?? huhu)

best weh!!!~~ siap aku kne kurung dlm bilik ida lg.. x leh kuar beb..lina kunci dr luar... mule2 cuak la kn...nape la ni kn....tp cam dah dpt agak la kn....hahaa....

utk crite nye, klik la sini..hehe

maleh nk menaip...crite nye same je....hehehe.....

me with my cake & 21's sushi

thanks bebanyak pd osmet ku, ida, pikah, lina n nisah n x lupe jgak pd alia, dak wani, n anis yg sudi dtg that nite....

lebiu la...muah...muah..muah....

sebut pasal seprais party ni, tetibe teringat, dah 3 tahun berturut2 ade org wat seprais..

mase hari jadi aku yg ke 19, my dear syg ( mase tu kiteorg kawan lg..huhu) wat seprais ngn sorok kek bwh meja....then kol 12 mlm kuar kn kek..mase tu kiteorg tgh tgk world cup england lawan ape ntah kt kdai dot dot dot....seyes x prasan ade kek bwh meja tu....huhuhu

tahun lps (20th bfday),

rakan2 wat seprais party kt tasek ayer keroh....dat time, my dear syg geng ngn bdak2 ni seprais kn aku.....sronok sgt!!!

n tahun ni, skali lg, aku terkejot...terkejot berok la....huhu...

thanks rakan-rakan....ku syg kamu semua sgt-sgt.....

mlm 2 julai, my dear sayang bwk mkn kt secret recipe..nyum...nyum...thanks bb....yay!!!!~ dpt hadiah....sronok + malu-malu kucing siam!!!!~~~~

21 tahun....

wangeeeeeeee....thanks baby....

cantekkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.. tq bb..muah..muah....

thanks jgak pd my dear syg sbb susah payah kasik adiah n blanjer makan..malu nyeeeeeeeee...rase cm nk nyuruk kpale bwh katil je...malu sgt ni....*blushing*

konklusinye, umur dah meningkat naek, so amal kebaikan kne la bertambah kn...plus, aku kne la jd matang sket..seswai ngn usia...wahhhhhhhh.. x sanggup nyeeeeeeeee.....

once again, thank u so much to rakan-rakan yg setia n my dear bf tersayang.........