thinking.....

i deserve nobody....
i deserve nothing.....
i know from the start....
am i that bad?...
maybe....
but nobody is perfect....
everybody has right to be love...
everybody deserve love and attention...

but..
when i pull my history curtain,
when i remember every single thing that was happen....
i know..
i do not deserve any single thing.....


when thing seems to be okay,
i ruined everything...
am i a bad person?
or a bad lover?

erm....